Kiss and tell

2011-03-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

i cant get over it...
i wased three years of my life...

not worth the fight

2011-03-07T11:23:00.003+08:00

I don't even know why up till now, i still bother so much.
Why i still care?
Is this still love or just lingering feelings?
and why am i still sacrificing?

its disappointing, too disappointed
to even know that he is not fighting
not for me, not for us
elsewhere i have been staying strong
fighting for what i thought is our love
all this while
infact, now i am still doing that

don't mention flaws
i know i am human
he is human too
the family is humans too
everybody is human

there is always a but
in everything
but i am not going to say anything about it
i will just keep mum
cause its just not worth saying
only god knows
and so be it.

2011-02-01T09:14:00.001+08:00

Its funny how life is
But i starting to believe in my own love again
I can be in another person arms but still think of u
I guess, it can last me a lifetime
:)

2011-01-08T17:15:00.001+08:00

super dead...

2011-01-08T00:35:00.002+08:00

Screw people
like seriously screw everyone...
My heart is not something u can smash
stop hurting me
like seriously

2011-01-07T07:17:00.001+08:00

My heart aches so much
So freaking much
I can't do this anymorew

2011-01-06T23:40:00.002+08:00

I know i bid goodbye
but i do hold on to things that have been comfort
when no one exactly have a place for me

A call, a text wouldn't take a minute
and its hard not to do it
even no matter how busy i am

it's really wouldn't take a minute
A sore loser with the capital L!
I am sorry that i ever called
I keep on latching when i am not wanted

Farewell

2010-06-17T20:37:00.001+08:00

Its been years.
You have seen me through thick and thin
Friends and readers
I have move on.

alfeen-ed.tumblr.com

=))

Growing up

2010-05-15T21:03:00.003+08:00

This is where I bid my goodbyes
To the old folks
to the lovely staff
to my crazy-ass mates
to Leen that has accompanied me
through out my 19 years of life

Its the beginning of my career
as a carer for children with respiratory problems
I bid my goodbyes for now

Thank u so much for everything...

3 hours of sacrifices

2010-04-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

Hey to you who is reading this

yes you, the one having so much difficulties

the one that have to take three hours

typing leen-ed.blospot.com

because god created you

unlike any others

that have the physical advantage in this world

THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I really appreciate it

2010-04-20T17:01:00.003+08:00

Well if memory serves me right

On 29th February 2008

A and me

Watch our very first movie

Funny how time flies

Somehow, watching the movie

All over again

Makes me realise many things

That I am not aware off

This time round,

I can feel all the emotions going on

And my only guess is

Maturity has finally kicked in

Moving on,

The part two of Rec aka Quarantine ( US version)

Recommended

Due to the suspends

But seriously

This movie doesn’t make sense at all

I would rather not know the reason for the virus unknown

Oh well…

Bye assess!

Sunny side up

2010-04-09T14:52:00.005+08:00

Rain please go away
Boo boo is working
Please let the sun shine
bright in the sky

Moving on,
2 weeks more
till the start of geron
I must say
I am so not looking forward
for the one month at St Joseph
before I head on to KKH
as a staff nurse

Oh well...

Anyways,
whats life without struggle
i finally open up
and life felt better after it

and so toodles...

Not giving up

2010-04-08T02:48:00.004+08:00

Movie date with love
was fun and refreshing
It wasn't anything major
But I sure enjoy it

Story line - 2.5/5
Well, I have seen much better
romantic comedy out there

Comedy wise- 3.5/5
Afir laugh most of the time
so yup yup
good sign of comedy isn't

Worth the money?
No, its not worth at all
Date night would have been a better choice

Moving on,
I had the best prata ever
at enaq
Suprisingly, it tasted better
than all the popular prata place
in Singapore

Coke float, Chocolate prata and mushroom plus cheese prata

And of course boo boo

Bye bitches!

self decision

2010-04-07T14:54:00.002+08:00

One fine day
you will have to choose
biggest opportunity on it
or
saving me from falling away in your hands

your pick
=)

Lesson learnt

2010-04-07T00:31:00.003+08:00

Important lesson learnt

I have learnt not to let your ego take control of things

If your man makes you angry
don't try to get back at them
without thinking of the
prices that you have to pay later...
No matter what ever reason it is
Be it if you are right or wrong

For example,
If he wants to be away to play with the gadgets
Let him play
No point countering it with anger
By planning a cool ass chalet for the peeps
on the same day he is away not spending time with you

well it works this way...

With anger you will plan
a super duper cool shit event
and only telling him
like the very last moment
just to make your partner feel mad
well, if he is mad, good for you
but if its not, you will only feel worse

Futhermore things will never get better for you
Instead...
It will only make you feel more shitty than ever

Even with crowds around you
The feeling ain't the same
Then at one point of time
all u wanna do is go home
and cry in your room

Oh well...

Bye ass-es

Smile

2010-04-01T18:38:00.002+08:00

I wish to smile
But i couldn't
Why do i feel so empty
when this place is filled with many people

SALES!

2010-03-31T19:51:00.003+08:00

$250/-

Prices are negotiable

Interested party contact me at leen_ed@hotmail.com

A litre of tear

2010-03-29T13:55:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it not about being automatic
its not called iniative
its what the heart yearns

anyways

Its highly recommended
=))

Okies bye bitch

Lies a thousand words

2010-03-29T11:43:00.008+08:00

Pudding

2010-03-27T15:56:00.004+08:00

Thanks to Fa and Kak Sya
I got addict to this japanese drama
Feels like my O level days
Watching korean drama
while mugging all night long

Hehehex.

Anyways after so long
I finally got my hair higlighted
=))
And all thanks to Kakak
for accompanying me to the hair salon
Heheeh.

Well thinking of this
I wasn't born with any sister at all
but i was blessed to meet the best sisters i could ever asked for

Oh and did i mentioned
that I had a great thursday
all thanks to baby love
Well, sorry kpos
no pictures
he dislike taking it
=))
hahaahx.

Okies bye

Date for 2

2010-03-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

Hey hello earthlings.
So so so,
The mid of the week
And I must say, I am enjoying my week so far.

Well, this week is mostly about
redsummer, and more of redsummer

We had swimming session at Kak Ani workplace
and I brought home cook food
while Fa brought my favourite prawn crackers
and Kak Ani treat us to
spring rolls, Macnuggets and Ice cream

We also went for tanning session at Sentosa

This time round

Fa brought us lunch from home

And oh not forgetting
our lil date at suntec city
we were on tight budget
but i gatal want to eat the fondue
so we ended up spending more instead

Lastly, I can't wait for baby outing
=))

Okies night readers

End of NYP

2010-03-23T10:11:00.002+08:00

Today marks the day that I leave NYP!
No more trips to Yio Chu Kang
No more Macdonalds
No more smoking alley
No more running along corridors
No more backdoor

And I would definitely miss the boys
Three years hanging out with them has been a real bomb

School has been great
friends come and go
the final six months has been the most memorable one
Thats where the real fun starts

With results released
Now I don't have any reasons
to go back to school

Kinda sad
But this marks the start of my practical training as a full nurse
before i fly on my own in the wards

Bye humans

Random

2010-03-22T11:16:00.002+08:00

Weekend dinner was well spent...
and more outings to go
As for today,
SENTOSA baby!

2010-03-20T19:49:00.003+08:00

At times I just wanna know the way you think
What really matters in your life
and if words really meant the whole truth

u told me not to be very independent
but how can i depend?

It always takes two hands to clap
but u said u can with one
so i figured maybe u dont really need the other

I am not giving up though
I dont even want to start with another
Its just not worth it
to get the heartbreaks all over again

On the other hand
maybe i should really start to take medication
I can't stand insomnia
and i can't stand hyperventilating

7 to 7

2010-03-19T00:32:00.005+08:00

Yessa!
I pass my RTT!

Pract 4,5,6,7

And say hello to Class 2B

On the other hand
thanks to this girl
that gave me a crash course
the day before my test

you're on your own

2010-03-16T17:19:00.003+08:00

Its not that I can't be bothered
The more I try to open your eyes
The more heartbreak i get

Its not only me
try asking people closest to you
we confirm share the same opinions

if looking good
to suck it up to your friends matter
so be it

then screw nostalgia
screw watever you said

thats not upgrading
thats boasting

upgrading comes
at the right time
when you have what it takes to upgrade
not this

No more words please
I am plainly disgusted

update

2010-03-15T16:18:00.003+08:00

This girl of mine,
just turn 21st
and thank u so much for the dinner at spagetti too
Oh and yesh redsummer,
u have yet to redeem your present

My boyfriend here
is killing me at times
but still I love him no matter what

And me, how time flies
In about 6 months time
I will have my uniform change
and soon I will officially be
a working adult

Oh and did I mention that
my cousin makes the best chocolate pudding
and I miss eating Cik Hawa ayam berlado
Hehehe
Can so feel the burn at my lips

Okies
Good day humans

where should we go?

2010-03-07T02:36:00.003+08:00

Okies, new dillema
Where should i go for my 1 month break?
Readers, I need your opinion

Cebu?
Bali?
KL?
Bangkok?
Batam?

I know I know, I can't made up my mind
=P

Okies people,
Lets just go to somewhere we never been too
since we are going bangkok and bali again in October

Batam? Been there and its so not worth to go again

Cebu or KL?

Hmmmmmm

Talking about this,
I miss this girl so much

truth will always hurt

2010-03-07T02:24:00.002+08:00

Yesh i am suffering from it
but the good thing about being a nurse
I know whats happening
but the thing is
its just damn hard

I don't even know how
it happened

I am depressed.

I don't want to hide anymore

Yesh, it is true
there is difference in me
I cannot do anything about it

At least things are getting better
Hypocrite as it sounds
only when things go wrong
that we will remember god
when things are right
we tend to neglect

Whatever it is
The creator way is still the best cure

Nights people

2nd

2010-03-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

Another year has passed

I am so blessed to have you

2nd

2010-03-06T11:57:00.003+08:00

Another year passed...
I am blessed to have you...

Finals

2010-02-24T14:23:00.002+08:00

So friday, final paper for my tertiary education!
One last stupid shitty paper!

Oh well...

Life somehow has been a bore.
People tend to neglect again
and I tend to get hurt again

Thats life isn't it...

I think its time for me to slowly go back to the right path

When depression strikes
the best cure is always
to go back to the creator path

=))

Good day humans

Dream

2010-02-17T05:38:00.000+08:00

I didn't know that I am very mad at you

till i dream that I marry someone else

Lets just drop it

I will still be here

If it really happen twice?

Please just stop it

Love is blind anyways...

clueless

2010-02-16T14:38:00.004+08:00

Can the so-called honest confession hiding something?
I got no prove, but i am sure something is up.

Once bitten twice shy
You did the same thing once
and now i am not falling into the trap again

Why?

Hear yourself!
Why are u stammering?
And I don't see why u should make me feel bad

If you say its my fault
why only tell me after the next day?
Just because what,
many people are around?
Its more like covering your own butt
Don't you think
I know u well
please,you wouldn't take shit from anyone
so why now?
u are saving my face?

Whatever i am tired
you know the truth

CNY

2010-02-14T22:56:00.002+08:00

Happy CNY peeps...
not forgetting one of the day
that i loved
VALENTINE'S DAY!

Its a super long weekend...
And it has been good so far

Eve of valentine is well-spent with the girls
We had late night movie
and romantic dinner at Sentosa
Girls, I need Pictures, pictures, pictures

So today,here I am at Pasir Ris Chalet
camwhoring with Syafa
while waiting for Alfi to arrive

Oh well, toodles...

V-day

2010-02-13T20:19:00.002+08:00

Happy valentine people...
All the best for final paper peeps
and get ready to graduate real soon okies...

So, apologies, for the lack of update...
Live has been pretty occupied
School, motor practs and alfi...
no complains, i am enjoying each second of it. School has ended, and exams will starts in a weeks times...
Soon i will be able to support my parents
Before i think of tying a knot with AlfI

Anyways, like i always say how time flies
Nw we both gonna be working adults
Lets just hope we going to be much more mature in life also...

Okies thats all for now...

Go where?

2010-02-01T12:29:00.002+08:00

Thailand- Krabi? Bangkok? Phuket?
Indonesia- Jakarta? Bali?
Australia- Gold coast?
Hongkong- DISNEYLAND?
Resort stay- Desaru? waterfront city? Bintan?

So where should i go?

Hmmm.

Oh well, let it be a suprise okies

February finally here!
This month packed with so many things.
And i super cannot wait

Anyways, hope to get my pdl and pass my circuit by this month
=))

Bye humans!

February

2010-01-28T14:55:00.002+08:00

2 days to go before the 2nd month of 2010
and i must say, i am so looking forward to it
FYP done, Practical test done, ICA done!
WOO HOO!

For the first time in 3 years of my polytechnic life
I am so looking forward for examination and attachment
Last 6 months of my tertiary life.
I am thankful that I stay with my choice
JC will never be the anwser for me
futhermore, at least now, i have a stable job waiting

Pay may not be as much
but the pride of my future career is priceless
The feeling that i get each and every time a new baby is born
OMG! Unexplainable.
It is hard, but whats life without the troubles pouring
You just have to be patient and sincered about it

Never give up humans
no matter how bad things are

Good day babies =))

2nd

2010-01-16T17:43:00.002+08:00

am i asking for too much?
For once think of me...

I always knew that I was never the first
So don't bother explaining...
Words are just words
it will only make me feel worse

Seri

2010-01-13T10:48:00.004+08:00

<<3

Revision weeks starts early!
2 weeks before hospital training starts.
6 more freaking months before i officially graduate

As for now, I am trying very very hard
Oh well.

Did i mention i love that guy above?

Oh and not forgetting
its my childhood babygirl birthday today

Happy 20th Birthday sweets!

A day in school

2009-12-28T15:20:00.004+08:00

Hello, earthlings...
Sorry for the dust and cobwebs in here
Life has been pretty hectic
and I got other important stuff to do anyways.

So, its been like what?
2 weeks?
Oh well...

New year is just around the corner!

this year, i am celebrating it in a different way
Heheehx.
Actually i myself dunno...
Oh well
For me to know, for u to find out.
Just wait till the new year post okies.
=))

2 weeks break is here!
And its gonna end like real soon too.
haiya...

But its okies... 3 more months to go...

Anyways, where am I right now?
SCHOOL!
What am i doing in school?
Supposingly I had some fucked up meeting, that ended early,
and futhermore, not on the module that I am taking
IRRITATING?
Tell me about it.

Oh well...

Thank goodness I am meeting my girl in like an hour more
its been so long since I last saw her...

Anyways, I am not contactable through calls or messages untill futher notice okeis...

Gotta bounce,
Bye earthlings =))

9-teen

2009-12-14T17:15:00.006+08:00

Wow nineteen...
I am nineteen and a day old...

Time really flies.
It seems like yesterday, that I am celebrating my 17th birthday
and now what, I am nineteen.

Advance birthday celebration with the girls rocks!
I really had fun
and omg, thank u so much for being generous!
Most importantly
I still got it baby!
Hehehex.
Thank u for the lovely dress
I love it

Full album available in facebook!

Spending time with love is far more worthy
than partying
hence, decision made
I spent my birthday with baby instead

And ouhhh not forgetting Syafa
For the great Muffins
and the dress
Me love it aloottttt!

What can I say
being nineteen
I hope it will prepare me to be a better person
Its the last year of having the teen at the back
before i officialy discard the '1' digit in my age
May Allah guide me to the proper path
and I hope I will be able to throw my bad habits

what I wanna achieve this year

Plainly to be a better person, to support my parents and lead a happy life.

Hmmm yup yup...

Okies...

Bye people!

Pleasure

2009-12-08T17:03:00.002+08:00

Its still amaze me
how a phonecall from love
can cool me down

Anyways for my birthday please
*No more zoukout tickets and liquors please*
Love didn't really like the idea of partying
maybe next year okies people
and we seriously wouldn't want
to slowly kill our brain cells
and have liver failure .
GET IT!

I just want a full-filling dinner at lagoon
with satay, bbq chicken etc etc
Heheehx.
So make it happen can people?

History

2009-12-08T16:01:00.002+08:00

Talking to Alfi yesterday
makes me realise many things

One of which
it reminds me of the past
those that have pass on
fun things that I use to do
happening clan around me

I kinda miss certain things from the past
But thats wad the past is all about right?

I am simple girl with simple needs
In life, I just want to lead a happy life
even if the situation doesn't permits me too.
All i want is to be appreciated, and have a sense of importance in someone life
I need to be loved, be secured, and be heard
I need to have support and warm

" its ok if i don't have it, as long as I have you"

Many may not know my problems
because the thing is
problems is part of life

I hate it
when someone goes bragging about the limitations in their life
when the truth is, they have just the right amount of it
to live on happily with life
FUCK THEM!

I am having my limitations
but you dont see me
bragging about it

Don't have means
don't have get it
=)

Okies bitch, you so worsen my day

Half a year

2009-12-06T19:12:00.002+08:00

Come on, 6 modules to go
6 months of attachment before graduation
half a year isn't as bad as a year
I can do it
Yesh I can!

Did i mention that my weekends were well spent
=))
totally loved it

Toodles for now

the greatest thing

2009-12-06T18:40:00.003+08:00

Here I am back for another entry
its sunday =)
a week before my 19's
and 15 mins more before I have to wake my boo

i just love the sight of him sleeping
gives me this sweet feelings
makes me feel calm and i dunno
I happen to like the feeling that all

Baby gave me an advance birthday present
which has a nostalgic value in it

he gave me something that I gave once to a friend
the exact model, generation, colour as well as size

yesh, its the nano that I use to have once

moving on, holiday will only start on 19th
oh gosh, that like wad, two more weeks to go

Facebook ville's are kinda fun
and thanks to my baby boy that has been playing these applications
got me hooked somehow...

Bye bitches =))

smile

2009-12-04T12:43:00.004+08:00

If someone is important
treasure them
before they are gone in your life
even if they are not feeling the same towards you
its their lost not you...

The clinche of it.

Oh well, humans.

I feel so empty
I dunno why
I guess
I miss you so much

Okies bye bitches!

random

2009-12-01T11:11:00.003+08:00

'How do you want to spent the day with your love?'

This question posted got me thinking
How do i wanna spent the day?

Cuddling in bed
feeling like i am the only girl in the world
having sense of security
receiving all the attention

hahahax.

what's yours?

Re!

2009-11-30T11:22:00.001+08:00

Weekends is loved.
not perfect but its loved
Re! is nice and warm
breakfast was god damn good
Timber buffalo wings something to die for
sorry hard rock you lost...

Its the second day of the week
and omg omg omg
i can feel the heat...

Its the last month of the year
and i must say
the whole 11 months
have thought me many things
be it good or bad
making me into someone different

I have learnt that dissapointment means nothing if no action were done to improve the situation and the outcome is far more heart breaking.

Understanding others is easy
but making people understand u is hard

'Ade pergi, ade balik' or 'what goes around, comes around'
Is this really true?

If it is, then why am i still having difficulties having people to understand me?
Why is that, when similar situation is put aginst them, all they can do is laugh.
Isn't that ego?

I know human being is never perfect
its just a matter of determination, and strong believes in something that makes us different

if you believe in me, understand me like how i try to understand u.

enough of my nonsense

Bye bitch!

Love

2009-11-24T10:26:00.002+08:00

Baby on 25th birthday dinner...
Thanks to kakak and ibu for taking me along
to an indian buffet at Singapore flyers
Its sedap i tell you...

Time flies real fast
I still remember the first time I met him
Infact i remember every single details of it...
Even though its only a short period of time
He did make wonders in my life
With rough edges along the way
my heart is stolen
and I never fall deeply in love before

Conclusion is
Everyone has its rough edges
mistakes can be forgiven
past can be forgotten
bad can be change to good
as long as both parties are willing too

bye ass-es

It’s in my head

2009-11-23T17:54:00.002+08:00

Something is in my head
Ever felt you know something
But the truth is you don’t

Just because you know it long enough
Does it really mean you know it deep enough?

I don’t even know myself
“ You know yourself best”
Is it really true?
I have been me, my whole life
But still
I can’t explain things I am doing at times
My hyperness
My irritable behaviour
Etc etc etc…

thats me actually
the hyperactive girl
that talks rubbish most of the time
the one that dance around

Oh well...

Boyffie make me this yesterday =))

Loved =))

Bye ass-es

Monday Blues

2009-11-23T16:35:00.000+08:00

Hello earthlings…

Cheer up people, I know, Monday blues.
But still, a smile on the face can help you
Scrap through the day
So readers SMILE!

Anyways, week 6
Most crucial week of all
So many important things
ICA presentation
And of course, the big secret.
Hahahahx.
I hope everything will turn out well.

Weekend is well spent I guess
Met the ‘S’-ess
And I swear it’s a damn lepak session we had

From the walk in the nature
To the polluted flavoured smoke

Botanic garden is pretty alright
Its very peaceful
If you need to distress
Botanic Garden is such an ideal place

Sheesha-ing with the ladies at (I dunno what it is called)
Was fun
As per usual,
The girls had to tahan my nonsense
Pictures will be uploaded soon okies
=))

The day after

2009-11-20T16:35:00.003+08:00

So yesh, Hello
Oh yes it is!
Its is Alfi 2nd birthday with me
Heheehx

So yup yup
Like always, i have a pre, inter and post present
Its just so happens that his inter were exposed earlier than it should
Happy belated dearest.

Sorry for the lack of update.
Been busy with things, many many things indeed...

Couldn't wait till next Saturday
Get to spent time with you know who
Hehehex....

Anyways, school is hectic
filled with hectic people
that leaves positive as well as negative marks
in your life

The main key is,
neutral
people is never perfect

I am better than all you readers in someway
and you readers are better than me in many ways

Oh well!

Thats life, never a smooth sailing

Yours truly

Day and night

2009-11-13T18:04:00.006+08:00

Okies i lied
Last entry for today...
I am plainly bored
my brain is breaking
and I am plain lazy to go home!

So yesh, here I am blogging in random stuff
mostly from you tube...
cause I am so in the mood to dance...

Anyways, the featured music video for this entry
is by "kid cudi but with remix from crookers"
it is called DAY AND NIGHT!

This song is very addictive
and it manage to irritate Alf when
I keep on repeating singing over and over again
Heheehehx.

Paul

2009-11-13T18:04:00.003+08:00

I liokeee...
But still tiesto is the best of all...
=)

Good day earthling
I am outz for today

Baby its you

2009-11-13T14:13:00.003+08:00

Loved =))

Miss you babyboy

Friends

2009-11-13T14:13:00.002+08:00

Hello earthlings!
Its friday, and yesh, its Friday the 13th!
Hehehex.
I love friday the 13th.
Cause its 13th my favourite number
and friday, my favourite day.
Hehex

Yesterday,I was at the gym
looking below at the field
I saw my dearest girl
training at the hockey stadium
its NP Vs SP
and while watching her
I have a reminisce

I realise how much I miss having her
all the random talk we had
the makan session
the unplanned movies

Hehehex.

Anyways, its 6 more days
till my baby big day...

Celebrations will only be held
a week after his official date...
And I have so much things to prepare
Ohh nooo...

Anyone like to join me for manicure and pedicure?
Bye bitch!

Blog

2009-11-09T13:41:00.002+08:00

Someone asked me
" Whats so fun about blogging?"

To think about it
my blog is my twitter,
my place to vent my thoughts
my companion to whine
my way of seeking
my memory lane

Okies that random

Anyways, I can't believe
that I am turning a year older
in a month and 2 days
Shit!
That reminds me
I gonna have the big two next year
DAMN!

Sobbies...

My bf thinks of me

2009-11-09T13:06:00.003+08:00

So yesh...
Monday again...
Welcome week 4...
3 more weeks left
before 2 of my modules ended
Hehehex.

Anyways, my weekends is loved.
Met Redsummer for photo taking session on Saturday
and its our virgin outing to Chinese Garden
Quite a nice place afterall...
Hehe...
She brought me muffin
with blue pipping jelly on top
And its so sedappppp...
I lioke!

Sunday is well spent with love
and it was a shocker
that he indeed had been an avid reader
of this little space
He really took me off guard
when he mentioned that
the ben and jerry's is actually for me
and he knew because its stated in one of my post
Hehehex.
So yesh, had the waffle set from bennys

Had pool tournament with him
which I totally lost
even after my drastic improvement
Oh well
Next time okies baby
Let the best man wins
Nyehahaha.
Like real can win...

And ouh did i mention
I am side-traking?
I need to do my ICA!
so why am i typing in this post?
I dunno...

Okies bye people =))

Suprise!

2009-11-05T11:35:00.003+08:00

So yesh.
I am in class
Using the lecturer computer to blog in
But who cares.

Mr Aaron no longer conduct lesson
its Miss Chuu now
Sobbies

Anyways, I am busy with commitments
Lots and lots of commitments
ICA after ICA
Skills test next thursday
Stress-ed!

Baby birthday is due in 3 weeks
And there is lots of planning to do
Heheehehx.

Oh yah, a picture from my last saturday outing, with Kakak, Abang sufi and of course, you know who. The outing is loved =))

Bonnie and clyde

2009-11-03T11:24:00.002+08:00

Love it =))

PMS-ing

2009-10-30T13:01:00.000+08:00

Holla asses!
So yup yup.
Its monday yet again.
Oh well, Less than 6 months
and bye bye forever, classrooms!

Its baby, first day of school
after such long break due to Shingles
and I am pretty much happy that he got so much better

I have a feeling
that tonight gonna be a bad night
that tonight gonna be a bad bad night

Haix
I feel so faraway from him
so so faraway
wad I meant was the emotion and the spiritual part
not physically
Like duhhh

And I also feel that once again
I am talking nonsense
feeling all down and cranky
gosh, I hate this "sensitive-behaviour" feeling
super not fun at all
Maybe I am attack with ranging hormones
Since, my BFF is visiting anytime soon
Haix

Can I stay at home, in boyffie arms
eating Ben and jerry chunky monkey ice cream
while watching hindustan movie or perharps some lovey dovey movie?
Can?

Okies no more craps
bye earthling
=))

Differences

2009-10-30T12:11:00.006+08:00

Individuals.
Remember that! Individuals
Nobody is the same
Even you and your life partner, don't have the same thoughts.
Different opinions
Different believes
Everything is DIFFERENT!

And this is where,
you and your partner has to compromise everything
its no longer a 'U' or an 'I'
its 'US' now.

Alfi and me too,
don't have it easy
we do fought and argue
its something that we can't avoid
No relationship is a smooth sailing

The key to it is, accept everything with sincerity and patience
With god will, the effort put in by both you and your partner will be paid off

Okies bye asses!

Tired!

2009-10-30T12:11:00.002+08:00

Yoha.
SO yup yup
FRIDAY!

Last schooling day of the week
My shoulder blade hurts big time
My eyelids are super heavy
and my eye bag, omg, don't get me started
This week has been a super tiring week for me
Home-school-bebe home-home
and the cycle continues
I hope alfi would recover soon
Shingles is bringing him down
Haix

Till here earthlings.
=))

Shingles

2009-10-26T13:40:00.002+08:00

~~Body stink + excessive Fragrance= Plesant smell~~
Body stink + excessive fragrance= More stink

Public-ians, if you dun wish to shower in the morning
Please do not try to overpower your stinkiness by spraying a whole bottle of perfume.
Even if you are using DKNY or perharps Gucci fragrances, it will not counter the problem.
In fact it will make the condition worse.
Please be considerate to others.
Thank you

Shingles please go away
Hide at his backbone again
and never show up
Baby is having many many pain.
Sobbies.
Tramadol has been his companion
But it doesnt's stop him
from having terrible aching.
Please,please,please go away.

Oh and yesh, its monday people
First working day of the week.
Shucks.
Oh well.

School is beginning to get hectic
Many things to complete, so little time

Anyhooo.
Worried worried worried
I hope he get well soon...

Bye bitch =))

Men

2009-10-23T17:47:00.003+08:00

OMG! I was watching encore telecast of Jeritan Sepi
and swear I felt so disgusted,
when an attach guy "tompang" another girl
Wah, really irks me to hell men.

Okies okies Moving on.

Zoukout tickets is on sale now.
Grab your tickets people.
And yesh friends, just to remind
its the eve of my birthday
hehehex.
*HINT-HINT*

November is just around the corner
many of my lovelies is going to celebrate their birthday this month
and when i mention lovelies, it consist of two of my babies, my dearest baby nephew, and as well as the man of my life himself.

hehehex.

And I must say birthday celebration is already planned
I hope everything will go well
Hehehex.

For now, I am busy googling the best price for flight and hotel in bali.
CNY and valentine in Bali baby!

Oh and, good day peeps.

Routine work

2009-10-19T15:20:00.000+08:00

Well hello earthlings.
Timing and date, pretty sure you people know where the heck I am.
Yesh yesh, computer lab level 3 at E plaza.

Like mention in my fb, there will be many many session of FB-ing this semester.
School has been good somehow.
Same peeps, same behaviour
Oh well.
All I know is, I want to pass my modules, and move on with my PRCP.
I am sick and tired of school.
4 months, and thats it, I am out from here.

Somehow, at this point of time, I just wanna be alone.
Away from all those laughter, smilling and trash talking.
Yesh, it does makes my life happier in school
But I need a break at times.

I am missing him terribly

Ever felt like he was far from you
even if he is sitting next to you?

I didn't want to complain either.

I choose him, and I shall face all the consequences.
Be it good or bad.

I shouldn't expect things, and I should be thankful for all the moments I share with him, instead of asking for more.

Life is too short for dissapointment.

If I fall, I will get back up and continue walking.
For, I know, everyone is the same and all the things will fall and die one day.

I think I am blabbering nonsense.

Bye Asses!

Future

2009-10-15T12:52:00.004+08:00

Hello, peeps...
I have not been updating regularly
Apologise, nothing much happen past few days
I have been home, eating, sleeping and watching dvds.
Oh and I have been planning on birthday surprises as well as more travelling dates.
Hehehx

So next destination is Bali.
Same old shit, but i love those shits.

Can't wait till schools starts.
And seriously, I miss the clans very the much.
A semester left in school,
and this time round,
I am going to achieve a better GPA then any other sems.
and yesh, less talk more actions.
I prove you readers wrong aite.

My license.
Hmmmm.
My goal is to pass in 5 months, the maximum.
Hehehex.
Wish me luck people.

Till here asses =)

Fever

2009-10-09T12:15:00.002+08:00

Hello dearest
I am down down down with fever.
Sobbies.
Menses cramp plus fever plus nappy rash
=(

Oh well.
I finally watched Fame
thanks to Syafa for the tix
and it had been a while since I saw her.
hehehx.
But most of all, after more than 3 months, I finally entered town area
Sungguh the jakun.com.sg i tell you.
Ion is super the big, oh plus damn bright.
Hehehehex.

Moving on,

I wanna watch this show =)

Okies bye peeps

Phuket

2009-10-08T11:00:00.005+08:00

I am back!!
Hehehex.
So yup yup.
Phuket was not really the bomb
but I still had fun though
Holiday with the gereks was a rawk on
Sadly not many pictures were taken due to low battery and faulty camera
Oh well.
Anyways Faiz and me meet up with Love and Boy
and we sure to have a great time there.
Hehe

Few pics have been uploaded
full album still pending
=)

good day earthlings.

when you look me in the eyes

2009-09-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Before I begin with my rant, this entry marks my 400 post...
Hehehex.
400 nonsensical post.
Oh well.

So sup in 2 days time...
Hmmmmmm. Prepared? nope.
Oh well.

Anyways, this week shall be an exciting week, but why am i feeling dull?
Why? Why? Why?
Oh well.

I am aware of the changes that I made, and honestly, i didnt like it too.
What do you suggest?
I get stepped before changes, now i get blames after changes.
Advise?

Hush hush

2009-09-24T12:05:00.003+08:00

I miss this girl alot.
Hehehex.

Anyhooo... from multiple ear holes to tragus,to navel,to eyebrow,and now .....
for me to know, for you to find out.
Hahahax.. No la...
Just kidding.
Ohhh please, I am not those that have the guts to put on tattoo okies.

Oh gosh, I am crapping here.
Headache!
How? panadol? Hmmmm...
Yah maybe I should have that later.

So today is Fir off day.
Hehehex.
I likeeeee.

Okies lar... Byes

Calle Ocho

2009-09-23T08:36:00.002+08:00

So hello humans.
If u realise, the tittle of my post may not have any link with my entry.
Hahahhax.
And this is because, they are song tittles featured for that specific post.
Anyways, song player will not be played automatically from now onwards, to prevent multiple songs playing when i allow certain number of entry to be publish together.
Friends has been such a biatch to complain. Heheehx.

Okies, I think I am abit hyper this morning.
Sugar rush? Nah!!
Exams result is out.
As expected failed Adult Nursing 5.
Hahahax.
Come on I didn't study for it like duhhh...
But still I am proud of myself.
I did pretty okies la, I think.
Oh well.

So counting down, 10 more days till departure
and I have approximately 6 more days to study for my Adult nursing 5 paper.

Okies gotta meet my two bitches now.
Toodles.

Trouble with love

2009-09-22T19:07:00.002+08:00

So hello... Third day raya...
Hehehehx.
Collection amacam?
Ohhh gosh... Collection,i miss having those.
Ye la, saham pun dah jatuh kan...

Anyways, here I am at Alfi's work place
Blogging away, eating the best lasagna in the whole wide world
Like obviously, cause Mr Alf prepare it for me
And I am so so so nervous.
Few hours more till the result is reveal.
I wonder how its gonna turn out to be.
Poly life is so so unexpected
OMG!
But still i didn't really study for my paper.
Oh well.

Did i mention that attachment is over, and i kinda miss having attachment?
Hehehex
I know so fickle.
If i am on attachment, i will whine, complain and brag
and now its over, i wish it didn't end.
Hahhhax.
Being a teenager is damn hard okies.

Okies... enough of nonsense...

Bye

Nazam Lebaran

2009-09-18T23:44:00.002+08:00

I gave up.
=)

Selamat hari raya people =)
Maaf zahir dan batin
Salah silap harap dimaafkan...

Thunder

2009-09-10T19:37:00.002+08:00

Two weeks nearly passed.
But still I am starting to feel the emotional distress
I dont mind hardwork, but please dont trigger my emotions.
I hate the fact that I have to face with death, handling crying relatives.
Its so hard to keep my cool and not breakdown infront of them
Seriously, onco is not my cup of tea.

Life, life, life.
I am a cheerful girl
but its no where to be seen
why? why? why?
Hurt hurt hurt...
i should just keep mum and turn to medical problems and die
and thats when you realise that it was too late to appreciate...

where you go

2009-09-06T16:58:00.002+08:00

Counting down...
10 days of attachment
13 days of fasting
17 days till release of exam results
22 days till the start of sup paper period
27 days till my flight to phuket

=))

So hello.
How you people been?
Good? Bad?
Oh well...

Attachment had been hectic
to my schedule that is...
Love is busy with his work too
But still we are making things work
and thankfully, its turn out to be just fine

This week will be the most hectic of all
I have three afternoons and two mornings
and only god knows how much i hate the afternoons
oh well, got to do, what i gotta do
Geylang with Alf on Saturday
and hopefully by then the raya clothings will drop its price.
Oh well...

Anyways i am so looking forward to PHUKET!
First Thailand trip with the party people, and of course, Love
Nyehahahahax.

Check the hotel out people
Click here =))

And now i am craving for KFC spicy drumlets
Boo hoo

Emotion

2009-08-26T03:01:00.003+08:00

I thought the inner is what matters most
And somehow, I am feling insecured
with the looks that allah have gave me

this had never been a serious problem to me
but why the sudden decline on my self confidence
WHY?

Is it wrong to be ugly?
Am i not as good as everyone else?
Is it wrong to be fat?
Am i just a parasite in the society?

Ya allah, please give me strength

One sweet day

2009-08-25T05:53:00.002+08:00

I wish the least u can do is to ask about my well-being
a little show that you care
cause the fact is i am not alright
regardles of whatever activities your doin, a little acknowledgement wouldn't hurt

maybe i am being difficult
maybe i am asking for too much

For whatever reason it is...

Anyways i have been feeling real shitty.
I am having nausea, and at times,I felt so weak, that I feel like fainting
When palpated, my right lower hypoquandric cause alot of pain.
And worse case, constipation.
Gosh, its damn bad, that i cried so often then ever.

Fleet enema doesn't help at all...

Haix...

Mama do

2009-08-25T01:00:00.004+08:00

So, hello dearest...
Sorry for the super lack of updates
Life has been hectic.
Exams has been such a bitch
At the rate i am going,
I definitely in need of two sup papers.
Oh well...

Attachment in few days time,
and this time round,
I need to set a positive mindset
which is to enjoy and learn as much as possible in the clinical setting
even if the patients can be a big pain in the ass.
Oh well...

Anyways Fasting month is here...
So yesh people, geylang dates to be confirmed
counting down 26 more days kawan-kawan

25th, and today marks the official day i bought tickets for holiday by the beach in Phuket, with party people... Woo hoo...

And for now toodles =))

Paparazzi

2009-08-13T08:26:00.006+08:00

Hello earthlings.
Today is report day!
I have to finish 2 reports by 3 the next day.
Oh well. Jia yo Leen.

Anyways, life is so hectic.
And I am working my ass off
Work hard now, and play later.

So as a reward to myself, I will be flying off to Bali again.
But this time round, with love and party people. Woo hooo.

Ouh, talking about party people, HAPPY BELATED DHAB!!
That girl finally turn legal...
But too bad, i am barred from all parties... BOOHOO!
except for those secret parties... hehehehex.
Oh and yesh Dhab, meet me up soon okies, I gotta gift for u...

Heheehehx. =))

9 August has been wonderful, things didnt really go on smoothly
but stil i enjoyed my day
and and and, this is year is much more special
because, Suzyla tagged along.
So yup yup double the fun.

Multiply for full album =)

Relax (take it easy)

2009-08-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

Happy National Day peeps...
So yup yup, 44th birthday...

Anyways, I had a bomb yesterday.
Sheesha with Suzy, Faiz and hmmmm wads his name? oh yesh Khai.
More of a laughing session and I swear I felt so so so shagged.

Multiply for full album =))

Bleeding Love

2009-08-07T13:55:00.002+08:00

Thank u for hurting me.
=)

Had a bad day

2009-08-05T15:03:00.003+08:00

Well, to start it off
I had super bad day!
Reason underlying?
I dunno... PMS maybe...
I am craving for chicken rice like super badly.

=((

BCLS theory will commence in an hour.
Preparation? Hmmmmmmm.
I dunno, maybe can do it, maybe not.

Oh and for any past entries that you have missed.
Click on backtracks and the month.
Okies. Quit questioning me, why my entry is so few.
Bye Humans

That thing you do

2009-08-03T09:44:00.002+08:00

Hello, asses
Week 16...
A week more to go before exams, and fasting month, and OMG! Attachment.

And and and, guess what?
August is here.
Our beloved country is going to turn 44th this sunday.
And loverbirds, its time to get wrap around loved ones, and start kissing under the fireworks okies.

Hehehex. FYI i am giving hints here...=))

Oh and talking about fireworks, please dont make your way down to marina barrage.
I repeeat DO NOT make your way to Marina Barrage, because the three towers will blocked your view. And it would be such a waste of time.

Hehex.

Anyways, I am loving my weekends. Spent the whole weekend with my two favourite boys. Firstly, my brother, and the other, of course, who else, need i mention it here? Hehehex.

Firework with love on Saturday, and I know, he is hating it, since he has to be in the crowd. But still, he make it happen. And I really appreciate it. Late dinner at the usuals, eating the per usual, and i swear, it taste the best.

Sunday, tanning with love for the first time. And I can't believe, he slept for like an hour under the hot sun. Hahahax. Met up with the ricciotians at sentosa. And yup yup, I enjoyed my day so much.

And things can happen, because of a simple word call LOVE!

Lucky

2009-08-02T06:10:00.003+08:00

All i want is to have as much memories with you
to demolish all thoughts of the past
and start a new
to tell the future,
that I got my happy moments with you
and not by any others

And its because, you are worth the credits.

The past has always been in the past
I do talk about them
but its just words without any feelings
no feelings of love still lingers in me
the only love i had is for you

Can i substitute the wonderful memories with you in it instead?
Can u play along with me?

i gotta feeling

2009-07-15T14:52:00.002+08:00

Hello earthings
Its wedenesday
Halfway through the week
YEAH!!

And thinking thinking thinking
I need to get my bike license as soon as possible
So so so sick and tired of the public
such a waste of my time also

Anyways, exams are coming in less than a month
and for god sake, i am so not prepared for it
monday is the skills test
and only god knows how nervous i am

Oh well. Whats life without obstacles
I am so in the mood for a chicken rice.
Heheehx. Someone treat me please...

Basically I am typing in nonsense
Okies bye bye
=)

Touch me

2009-07-11T11:51:00.001+08:00

Yoha, sorry once again
for the super duper truper lack of entries.

Lappy's down.
And seriously D-E-M-O-R-A-L-I-S-I-N-G!
Oh well
So life?
Hows Life?

Not much comment
But I think i grew up quite alot
physically, emotionally, as well as maturity
But hey people, I am still me!
I repeat "ITS STILL ME"
I am still the goofy, cheerful, crazy ass!

School has been a bitch
but i have crazy clans that cracks me up
and I am so loving it

Bf?
Yup thankfully,
Bf is still with me
and for those who knows,
thank u for believing,
and there is no point to show any sort of feelings
its between me and him
and i like it that way

and for those who dont
one piece of advise
at times,
preventing things will cause more harm
then the actual thing
and i must say i really learnt that the hard way

Girls, clans and people that cared
its part and parcel in my life
I know you people cared
Leen will always be Leen
Just without the night life =)
It is my fault too, for lying.
and seriously, it doesn't matter anymore
lets consider it as a past
and for the future
he wont even be close to be say that I am cheating
cause I don't cheat, and i don't slut around
and also no such reason of "misunderstanding cause it sounded like i am"
i learnt my lesson well
so, beauties drop the subjects
=))

And ohhhh...
Taking about this esplanade outing soon okies
Reason why? FIREWORKS!!

Gotta bounce!
toodles

Beat it

2009-06-29T12:50:00.002+08:00

Hi readers.
So back for another entry...
Apologise for the super duper lack of update
Similar to a stagnant lake seems like my little cyber space is dead

Oh well.

So additional week to the holidays
and for a reason that we shouldnt be proud off
I guess, Allah swt, giving me 5 extra days to buck up on my modules

Hows my weeks going on for me?
Great.

Spending lots of time with girlfriends
and thankfully denyse bf and my bf got along so well
we are proud of you guys =))

Oh and speaking about bonding
we had a double date visit to Mr Powerhouse
And it wasn't as happening as it used too
maybe the fact that we had to leave before our songs were played

Oh well.
Next time then...
Well readers, til here aite.
=))

Nobody

2009-06-23T02:59:00.003+08:00

Featured song by wondergirls from Korea
You should watch the music video its a total rock on
The girls super duper cute
And yesh, things may be fucked up
but its still Alfirdaus that makes my day

Well, sidetracked for a bit
I think i tasted the best chicken rice ever
and where is the place?
Located somewhere at clementi
Didn't know whats the name of the shop though
but serious shit, its was damn good
and thank so the very much to Kakak for the treat

Okies, back on track
Met love today
and somehow both came to this conclusion
that the history might be repeating itself
happen on the same month last year
scary? more to the worries of not bearing the emotional breakdown
lets just wait and see the truth

Oh and electrico is loved <33

Plus life a beach by perfect ten
is not as happening
its more to a gig rather then some beach party
and underage should really get a grip of themselves
its a no alcohol event
hahahaahahax
so get over it juniors
=))

Oh and people, full album will be at my multiply site okeis
so dun bother asking me to transfer through email or MSN

Good day people

The Happy Song

2009-06-22T13:33:00.002+08:00

This song isnt making me happy.
Its suppose too since its tittle is The Happy song
I am a very happy girl
But right now I am not

And please don't say you understand
cause you have gone through this before...
and please, you people dunno me deep enough

plus, dont say that i have no control
cause the thing is, i still did my part,
education, friend, family
and i am not causing anyone problem with my addiction
oh and its the holidays!

Dont even bother asking

cheers!

PS: its just sucks being young, you have no say, and ppl tend to mark u down

Last night

2009-06-19T16:55:00.002+08:00

Last night sang by P diddy, its a 2007 song i think. Couldn't remember. But seriously, I dunno how to dance to this song. Hahahax

Okies, so, the nurses, including one IT student had late night party at Clarke Quay.
Once again, we were left stranded cause Ash couldn't make it on time. Next week okies nyah. Aniwaes, yesterday was fun, but suckish at the same time. For us to know, for you to find out...

Oh and as for our mission, we manage to cover 4 clubs yesterday-
Home club, Zirca, Rebel, Lunar. Hahahaahx
Yesh u didnt read it wrongly, we did enter Lunar.
Hehehex

Next place to visit, Attica...

And yesh! I miss Mr Alfirdaus
=((
come home soon and safely baby

Okies earthlings enjoy the holidays
Party hard, and study hard
Don't drink and drive
Take care, dont take drugs okeis
=))

Smile

2009-06-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

Featured song Smile by Lily Allen
Well, reason for this song?
I believe that, a smile can make someones day
Even if mine basically sucks, at least random ones is having a better one.
=))

I am known for the carefree, bubbly, happy go lucky girl
i like to make people happy
So go figure
=))

Pump it

2009-06-16T20:55:00.002+08:00

Well, hello earthlings.
Blogging in from my baby work place.
Supposingly to be preparing for my papers,
but as usual
my attention span is quite short

So yup yup...

Anyways featured song, Pump it from B.E.P
What is B.E.P? Go figure.
Hehehx.
Oh and reason for this song?
Its the song that makes me go Krazy at zouk.
hehehex.

Oh and yesh yesh yesh
Me and denyse have this mission
which is to cover all the clubs in singapore.
Hehehex.

Okies, back to my academic.

=))

Fire burning

2009-06-15T15:24:00.003+08:00

Monday monday monday.
And its must be a boring monday.
I am not getting the blues, neither am i getting the booze.
Okies, I dunno what rubbish I am typing in also.

Aniwaes, readers, ever heard the song fire burning, but this time with a mix of reggae?

If u have, can anybody tell me the name of the dj doing the mix?
=)

Room Service

2009-06-14T22:38:00.002+08:00

Harwooo!
Okies that is alfi new way of saying hello.
Hahahax.
And I also dunno why.

Featured song for this entry is room services by Pitbull =)
Room service is loved but its not one of the key songs that makes me go krazy.
Hehehex.

And so, been a week since I last post an entry.
Sorry readers, been busy with life and of course projects
But no worries, the two weeks break is here nevertheless, I still have project to settle. And and and, more outings people...

Talking about outings, Zouk with Denyse is loved.
Somehow, many NYP-ians ditched Powrhouse for Phuture that night.
And I swear it will not be any when soon, that I will enter Phuture.
The songs played is ..... and I dont think its worth the money.
Conclusion, POWERHOUSE is still number one. Period.
heheehx.

I need beauty sleep now.
Nights =))

Silly boy

2009-06-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

Haliuuu earthlings!
so back for another short entry
Featured song Silly boys by Rihanna feat Lady gaga
tag me for transfer of featured song okies people

So yesh, once again the weekends.
I love weekends reason why,
I get to unwind and obviously meet with my lovelies =)

I had fun for three straight days i must say.

Friday was a chill out with Kakak, Abrisyam and Abg Sufi.
Day spent was great, and I swear it has been such long time since I went to Bugis. And not forgetting Hajjah Maimunah food is so finger licking good.
hehehex.

Saturday, was so loved. Went down to my brothers work place as usual, had my dinner and couple of drinks, and finally spent the rest of the night at Syafa crib. Pics is made available at my multiply site.

Oh and today.
I spent my time with babylove.
And, after the long talk, i must say he had some changes in him and yesh thank u so much for the day love...

=)

till here earthlings

I love my people

2009-06-04T12:41:00.002+08:00

Hello beaus and belles

featured song: I love my people by Eddy Wata

One of the song that I am addict too and obviously one of the songs that makes me go wild on the dance floor.

hehehex

Oh and yesh, if u readers want any of the featured songs, tagged me with your email and the tittle of the songs, I will send it through MSN or email okies.

Mad

2009-06-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

Well, yesterday was a shocker.
Many things run through my mind
Its either now or never
with or without love
I need to get it out

I love u baby

I'm stuck on you

2009-06-02T01:29:00.003+08:00

Yoha, full album on suzyla multiply or my facebook okeis...

tagged by Suzyla, so did this out of random quiz okeis, and thanks for the compliment Suzy. ahahahax. I am a kaki gerek... Hahahahahahx. Okies, Prasan...

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
- my neck nyehahha, and the thought of it, makes me oh lalaalala...

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
- hmmmmmm... missing him so very the much...

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
- Suzyla... heeheh :D

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Kinda...

5. Would you ever donate blood?
- nah... sorry not my cup of tea... hahaahx

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
- Yup yup. Hehehex

7. Do you want someone dead?
- hmmmmmmmmmm... nah, i am not that evil u knw...

8. What does your last message says?
- 'col me'. hahahahx. random shit

9. What are you thinking right now?
- him and more of him

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- yup yup...

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
- hmmmm let see, 3 am?

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
- Its free SHS orientation t-shirt

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
- yup yup...

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
- him... haahah

15. Tag 10 random people to do this survey.

Open to all people... =))

But the 10 random name shall be

1) Kakak Elfi
2) Rezeki
3) Rico
4) Azizah
5) Raihan
6) Suzyla
7) Dhab
8) Kak nur
9) Tish
10)Alfi

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
- Hmmmm no one

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
- male.

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
- hahaahhhahhax, LOL! hmmmm. Maybe yesh, but i think it would be a no

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
- hmmmmmm... working?

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
- hmmm like just now?

21. Is no. 4 single?
- yes yes!

22. Say something about no. 3.
- Hahaahahah.For me to know, and you to find out!

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
- Hhahaahahahahx. another lol!!! Hahahaahahahx... Confirm cute...

24. Describe no. 9.
- Hmmmm, someone very elegant and pretty, and yeah i love her...

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
- Hmmm i will freak, cause they both are the happenings in class...

26. Do you like no. 8?
- yesh yesh of course...