Okeis, so its Saturday evening...

Pool anyone? Feel like playing ar this past few days dunno why. Hehehx.

Hmmm Hmmmm Hmmmmmmm...

Okies, so hows my day so far? Hmmm, good lar i guess. Chinese class in the morning. It was alrite. Learn few more vocabs and hmmm yeah. It was fun and it hapen that in my class there is this cute korean guy. Haiyoh mak ai, cair saya di buatnye. Hehex. So yeah, read a passage with him just now. Hehehx. Okies stop it leen. Yeah. Hehex.

Buka-ing sorang lagi lar nampaknye, hey wait, I never fast, menses lar. Hahahx. I need cigerattes, i need to smoke. Haiyoh. Oh nooooo. I am bored lar. hahax...

hmmmmmmmmmmmm... So hmmm anything new bout my life? hmmm let me see.

Bout new stuff yesh i did, hmmm like someone new? hmmm no lar, stil him. Hmmmm.

okies i am crapping. I crap when i am bored. Hhahax.

So a day out tomorrow with my friend, okies lar good friend, hmmm nah Bff(best friend forever) ASH!!!

Hehex.. okeis lar... i am bored, wanna go out... hehex... go lot and play pool. Hehehx. BYes...

Okies, well pictures up for yesterday outing with babi and of course dearest azizah...

Goodies, so yeah, i am in my uni. Lazy wanna bring big bag and change lar. Hmmm yeah...

So yeah, its FRIDAY!!! Second week of attachment is over, and all i can say now is WOO HOOO!!!

Hmmmm, wad a day. TIRED lar sey. Like seriously tiring. hmmmm.

okies dockies

signing off

+_Leenzy_+

Hallo... so so so its the friday morning. Its 1am in the morning to be precise. Woohoo? I mean its friday, so happy, last day of second week of attachment. A week more to go. Hmmm yuppies... Survive through half of my first attachment and gladly, it was filled with fun, laughter, bonding and of course TIREDNESS.

Been busy lately as u can see, so pardon me for the neglect of my entry alrites babes. Hehex. So hows my day? its wonderful, day in the ward was fun too, met my two darlings (Rez and Azizah) at Buano vista at hmmm 4++ then head off to city hall. Did my shopping of the month, and head on to ramen tei for dinner. And I ate super spicy ramen which is mouth-watering, and had to buy an extra bottle of mineral water. Hehex. Pricing were alrite. Good and affordable. Had a great tyme with rezeki the babi and azizah today.




Peeps lets see wad i bought today...

Okies. Thats teh things that i bought and overall it cost me about hmmm $124.50, if i am nt wrong. Lets have a close up look.
Bought this while waiting for the girls to order, at hmmm trendy undies, at far east. Hehex. And two bras including three panties cause bout $45. Cute right. Hehehx.

Next stop my raya shoes, bought it at far east at this shop called Anna mocci, and my shoes cost me bout $30 i think.
Roxy tote, bought it at quicksilver at pacific plaza for hmmm $15. Cheap rigth hehex. yeah... and guess wad original price is $60. Hehex.
Third stop is citylink surfer girl outlet. I bougth volocom slippers and my raya bag, which is ripcurl. Hehex, cost bout hmmm $50. So yeah its affordable. Hehex.

Okies lar, i gotta sleepy already, want to ZZZzz... Oh yah last peace of news, i bought myself small crumpler pounch. Hehex

Hey ya. Hmmm. Hmmm. Hmmmm. So sunday it is, boring as such. Damn boring actually, did a lil bit of cleaning, throwing out junkies from my room and yeah, now it looks a bit neater. Okies, before i start off with my craps, check out this lyric.


"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Well dun really have a reason why this song, but the meaning behind those words are deep man. yeah. Okies moving on, hmmmm. someone buy me volcom tote and slippers, pls pls pls. Hehex. Hmmm counting down, in two days my allowance will arrive, hip hip hurray. Yahooo. Rawks. Hehex. Can't wait. Gonna shop shop till i drop, well, i am just exaggerating, gonna shop within my money limit. Hehex.

Hmmmm. Hmmmm. Hmmmm. So wads my mood today? Emoing, yesh I am. Hehex. Listening to the song When you're gone at a corner of my room, hehex. Yeah. Wads happening to me?Emoing shits has attack me. Sudden feel of loneliness and yeah unwanted. Oh well.

Can't wait for monday, hmmm yeah. at least get to socialise and hmmm yeah, help people in need. Hehex. Yuppies. Hmmmm hmmm hmmm.

Time check 5.14, need to get my butt to granny's at bout 5.45 haiyoh, manyak malas hor... hehex.

hmmmmm hmmmm hmmmm. I don't seems to have the patience at home. hmmm. I dunno why but i began to get irritated and frustrated over small business but when i am at the hospital, suprisingly, i am able to put up with all those shit. Hmmmm.

Each day, i dun have the reason
for the feelings i had
sad,happy,anger?
it piss me off
and to thoughts of u
piss me even more
cause i know i wouldn't get u

So hie peeps...

A new day ahead... saturday past so quickly, so left with sunday before attachment starts. So yeah. Had a great day today out with my B and B partner, si REZEKI BINTE MARZOKI... Betul tak betul kan kan kan? hehex...

Hmmm crappies... I am bored. So yeah, we visit sofia boyfie at the hospital and its like kesian and hmmm i guess i did learn some things or two... hmmm yeah. Buka on the go today. Ate the stuff bro make for us. Yuppies and oh yeah forgotten, orea, light coke and chocolate sundae. Hehehx.

hmMMM nothing much to blog also. So so so, hmmmmm... I miss my friend. yeah...

As each day gone by
you left me thinking
thinking if i ever get lucky

Okies Holla, been a while since i last blog in. Goodies. Hehex. So here I am pouring my thoughts, and my hearts out. Hehex. Hmmmm Hmmmm Hmmm...

Okeis, let talk about my doings. So wad am I up too? Relaxing, unwhining and hmmm, plainly thinking. Yuppies. Hmmmm. Yeah.

So busy week of attachment. Yups. So attachment not as bad as i expected. It turns out to be the opposite. Its fun and at the same times, cause me alot of thinking and makes me more patience and stuff. Okies. Hmmmm, i know it sounds weird since it came out from me but I think I like nursing at this point of time. Its tiring but when u help a person, u actually puts in ur heart and soul, its like helping ur loves one. Yeah and at the same time, I will want ppl to treat me like that when I am old. Hmmm yeah... So, hmmmm,i guess attachment of the first week is positive.

Moving on, lets get emotional...

Hmmmm. Yeah. Well, life is complicated, not everyones happy botu their being, even for the most pretty girls. I seen many cases and expects of life. The ugly ones like myself, will feel demoralised of how they look, they will tend to feel empty, envying of the prettier ones, but the fact is that, the prettier ones also feel empty cause wad ppl see is nt their own self but jus the face itself, even for crime done, no one sees it. Its something like that. Hmmm yeah.

Well, for my sad little case. I like this boy right from the start i met him, but i know i can never get a chance. Hmmm. Well, its just deep and meaningless like always. Like he is super duper cute and i am just a, ugly bugger. Hmmm. Yeah. I accept it. So I am more then happy to share my love to everyone. Hehex. Hmmmm.

=))

Okies enuff with feeling feeling stuff. MOving on, so yeah chinese language tomorrow till 4.30 and visting patient at SGH with my dear rezeki binte marzuqi. Hehex.

Hmmmm hmmm hmmm... So yeah. thats my news for today.

i am happy with my life.
the things that i am able to give and share
i dun expect for any returns cause i am not hoping right from the start.

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

Chorus:
If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie
You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless

You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)

There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

Chorus (Repeat)

All About Us- TATU


They say
They don't trust
You, me, we, us
So we'll fall
If we must
Cause it's you, me
And it's all about
It's all about

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a thing that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us
all about us
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know
It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)
It's all about us

If they hurt you
They hurt me too
So we'll rise up
Won't stop
And it's all about
It's all about

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a thing that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us
all about us
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know
It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)
It's all about us

They don't know
They can't see
Who we are
Fear is the enemy
Hold on tight
Hold on to me
'Cause tonight

It's all about us
It's all about
All about us
There's a thing that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a thing that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
All about us
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
There's a thing that they can't touch
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)

It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)
It's all about
All about us (all about us)
We'll run away if we must
'Cause ya know (ah ah)
It's all about us (all about us)

It's all about us (It's all about us)
It's all about love (It's all about us)
In you I can trust (It's all about us)

It's all about us

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Hmmmm yeah... TATU... Hehehx.

=))

Hmmmm I am bored. Like seriously. Hehex. Hmmm anyways. Oh well. Gotta go, gonna talk on the phone and chat with someone. =))

BFF is getting sweet each day.
I miss you.
You are seriously one cute ass =))

So woo hooo... Its Saturday. Saturday night life is long gone. Hehex. Transformed into a good girl. Hehex. Yeah. Haha okeis craps. LEts get to the point okies?

So, third day of the fasting month. SO far so good i guess. Yup. So hows my day?

I must say that I have quite enjoyable time today.

First stop, cambrigde school of languange. So first day is up. It was fun and coincidently, my cousin works there. Hehehex. The lesson was ok. I am able to catch up but yeah just that some of the characters i am not able to pronounce. It is quite complicated at first but in the end, I got it. Hehex. And I am happy bout it. =)) So yeah looking forward to the next lesson.

Then met my two buggers and cicak. Oh well, you know when my brother meet with Azmir the cicak=nonsenses. Hahax. Yeah so talk all sort of craps as we walk along city hall, to Funan It Mall courts, my bro had to pay some shit, then head to Menotti where my second bugger work. Ordered seafood and soup, tiramisu, chocolate cake which is so delicious, the chocolate some sort melts in your mouth. YUMMY!!! and not forgetting three ice tea. Then the rest of the course comes from the chef itself. Hehex. So yeah main course were all free. =))
So date me out anyone and yeah we can have a romantic plus cheap dine in at menotti. Hehex.

Okies, after meal, we walked to orchard, and wad the heck filled with many people. But yeah once in a while, being in a crowded area makes me feel great. I dunno how to explain but yeah feel nice sometimes. Hehex. So took 190 back to Chua chu kang and went to second "vivocity", thats wad my bro said due to the renovation entry, lame right? I know. hehex. Okies, then yeah next thing happen, I went home.

Hehex. Hmmm yeah.

Okeisnothing more blog...

You are one cute ass =))
I miss my best friend forever lar sey.

So yeah. I know my previous post was like bull shit. Oh well i dun have anything to blog in for a moment. Hmmmm. Okies. Well let me jus craps things out or wadsoever.

So yeah. Yesterday had a good evening with Ash. Spent the day at Pasir ris and then city hall. Yeah. It was fun and hmmm yeah i hope he had a great tyme, cause i sure did have a great day. So yeah.

Farrell gotten sick. So poor thing. Well lets just hope that he is ok and yeah hope that he gonna recover soon. So poor thing wih all the flu and cold on the first day of puasa.

Hmmm so wads the plan for tomorrow? nah not really having any plan in mind, lets just wait and see tomorrow. Hmmm okies. Heheex.

Hmmmmmm... Okies. Gotta go now..

=))

i like u alot.
I am not hoping but i just wanna know you each day.
You're nice and everything.
You really are.

Haluuuuu...

So first day of the fasing month. How was it? Great I guess. I mean so far so good lar. Can tahan lar. Hmmmm wooo hooo...

So yeah hows my day? Chilling at home and yeah chat non-stop and hmmmm. do a lil bit of house cleaning in my room. So yeah. Hehex.

=)) =)) =))

i love my bff

Woooo hooo... So where am I? HOME!!! Hehehex.

okies first stop. Mir, you have a place in my diary okies? haahax. Best...

Hmmm okeis. Lets talk about MIR.
+Mir iszuan
+12 May 1989
okies and I like his hair and yeah his a biker I guess. Okeis. Hehex.

Okies moving on.

Heehehx. Hows my day? okeis lar. Tiring that alls. Hehex.

Hmmmmm...

i miss you yeah i do.
=))

Well well well.

Hie folks.

So tuesday? Hmmmm okies. I gotta the hang of it. Holidays are so boring. But still I enjoyed myself on certain days. Hehex. Oh well. Hmmmm. Kinda lemah right now, i have no reasn why. Like seriously lemah.

Aniwaes HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to FADLUL

Hmmm. Apologise to Fadlul and Lynn, can't make it today. I feel so bad. =((

Haiyah. I am so so so sorry guys...

Okies moving on...

Wow, jurong lirary. Wad the heck been a long time since i went there. Giler seh. Hahax but still I had fun there with yeah, guess who? Hahax. Ash lar. Sape lagi kan. Hahax. The place totally change and like seriously change. Becoming big and cool and trendy. Okeis M and M good place for all of u to lepaks. Hahahx. Okies crapx. Hehex... Weeehooooo... Laalalallalala...

oKies back to my topic, went to the library with ash and we become super duper good kid. We read comic. Hahax. WTF okies craps. I am talking crap non-stop. Hehex. Well well well, oh well. Hehex. We head onto JUrong point, its just boring lar reading comic. Jurong point is another hectic place, filled with people but you know actually nothing fun at only that. Ash used to know my BFF friend.Yeah.Hahahx. Wad a small world.

So yeah here I am emo-ing by myself listening to stop it jiwang song. But u know wad its nice okies. I totally love it okies. Like super duper love it. Hahax. OKies why not u ppl check out the lyrics.(Apologise to non malay speaker, i dun have the translation)

Keunggulan cinta dari sinar mata
Yang bergelora
Hati ditaman berbunga
Satu impian satu harapan
Sudah pasti ada sebaliknya
Satu rahsia

Engkau di mataku adalah cahaya
Perjalanan ku
Terang menyuluh segala
Yang tersembunyi
Lama kucari
Sudah pasti ada jawapannya
Kemungkinan itu

Datang hampir senja sedang aku
Merangkak dan kehausan cinta itu
Kau hulur tangan mu
Membawa ku ke atas semula
Berdoalah aku kesyukuran
Tercantum cinta jadi satu
Biar ku tebus segalanya
Agar di teman cinta yang suci itu

Read that so deep right. Heheex. I like. Hehex. Awwww. I am in love. Hehe. With the song lar ass. OKeis plan for today? I dunnoo...

hahax. okies best... gotta goooo...

I am not gonna make stupid decision like u.

I believe in what my heart says.

Call me stupid all you want

but still i am not those who will decide jus because majority wants me too

My life and I decide who i want to be with not u all of u.

and i have make my choice.

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

Just another loving song =))

Okies. Monday morning but nah not having the blues. I am still in my sem break so yeah. Hmmmm. SO yeah. Long time since I blog rite? sorry lar babes and dudes, busy uhs. So yeah had a tiring, sickly, fun and goody goody time. Yeah. Hmmmmm.. Wanna know bout it?

hmm just the summary okies...

5th september 2007
1)Aiman,Rezeki and me at east coast park
2)Goody fun, i got suntanned and rez got her beach.
3)ate macdonalds at the pit.
4)had a great tyme romantic-ing walking by the shore with babi(rez)
5)Farrell is cuter then rudy... =P
sorry for the openess... Seriouslly no offecnce.

Lastly I gt home sick...

6th september 2007
1) Bugis to city with xiaoo and luq.
2) Met my msn-ing in the train. (kekek seh, i goody goody loves his artificial eye)
3) Played toys in toy-urs.
4) Goody goody cute time bullying the underage. Hahahax...

7th September 2007
1) So yeah brought jurong ppl to sembahwang.Hahax.
2) I talk alot and lucky Ash is not irritated, but i think he is. Oh well.
3) Yeah many cats and the whether cast is a bitch... felt ceated by them sey. say will not rain then raining. Sobbies. bloody dissapointed. Hati hancur musnah seh. Harapan semua berkecai. WTH!!! hahax.
4)dinner at banquet causeway.So so sorry that I ate slowly.
5)Lepaking at my spot.
6)Okies la my day not that bad lar...

8th September 2007
1)OKIES I AM A GOOD KID. HOME ALL DAY LONG!!!
2)but out with y bro and cicak to cck park for supper.
3)then watched Hanyut with rurul

9th September 2007
1)West coast in the morning.
2)Rezeki and the guys at cineleisure at the evening.
3)Tanks to Fadhli for the cigerattes.
4)Spartans won third and they rawks.
5)Met ash and yeah our journey begins.
6)sit,stand,walk,sit,stand,walk... penat seh

and okies claryfying this just for you okeis, my super mushy mushy sayang.eeee geli seh, hahax, okeis lar for u okies nad, he is a FRIEND

okies pics for up =))






Okies and yeah...thats it... so today??? SLACK AT HOME!!! EAT TARTS AND CAKES..

MUACKS!!!

its been a damn long time since i felt this way

u basically makes my day

make me smile and laugh for just the simple reason

U melted my hardened sheild.

But well i am not hoping

Okies i am super duper bored...

I am tired of your game lar sey. Its either u like me or u dun. Dun lie to me. I dun mind being frens, we are friends. But u dun have to twist it by saying that u do... But whatever it is I just dun have the feel for you. So yeah. I am not happy wit you. It maybe harsh but i have myself to consider. Damn you boy.

Hallooooooooo!!!

Okies, so so so its Monday. A whole new week. Oh well,the day starts off bad. Force to wake up ad now had bad headache. Sobbies. ANiwaes, i had super duper fun with Rez and Aiman. Hahax. I was damn dissapointed cause our trip tidak kesampaian.. so yeah... so this is wad we do...

1) eat NYP hehez...

2) Raining so yeah, city hall!!! Sat down at fountain of wealth area then yeah, playes stupid game. But it was fun. Really had fun. Hehe and I am glad that Aiman had fun with us. Okies lar, so yeah. Pictures up. Check it out...

So yeah... words of the day, PUKOL, PUAK, JIWE, LOVING LAR SEY...

Okies bye.. nak ZZZZZzzzzZZZZzzzz

Okies... so check out the pics for friday okies...

Goody goody dumb dumb... So sunday it is, oh well. Been a long time since I blog isn't it... Okies, hows life dude? Good.. Okies... story telling session begins...

Starts off with today...

1) Enjoy myself.

2) your strong.

3) wild turkey

4) viceroy menthol

So yeah...

Pics for the day will be, oh yah, this will be it...

Okies moving on... yesterday...

1) good tyme

2) tyme to slack and unwind

3) secrets unrevealed

4)tong seng=yummy

okies check this out...

Okeis then friday, its teachers day, wadever... But happy belated teachers day to NUR REZEKI...

1) lepak

2) had fun

3) YUMMY YUMMY DURIAN

4) wooo hooo

=))