I don't even know why up till now, i still bother so much.
Why i still care?
Is this still love or just lingering feelings?
and why am i still sacrificing?
its disappointing, too disappointed
to even know that he is not fighting
not for me, not for us
elsewhere i have been staying strong
fighting for what i thought is our love
all this while
infact, now i am still doing that
don't mention flaws
i know i am human
he is human too
the family is humans too
everybody is human
there is always a but
in everything
but i am not going to say anything about it
i will just keep mum
cause its just not worth saying
only god knows
and so be it.