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Wednesday, January 30, 200812:49 PM
Okies, whats up. It feels like friday, but yeah, its only wednesday. =( So few more weeks of endurance, and i am out of the dark. My not-so-good semester will soon be over and not only that, gonna put all the bad happenings behind. Yup. So, no school today, had a date with yvonne at 6.20 today. Meeting her at yew tee, and off we go to my house for health assesment practise. Tomorrow major retest. Muahhahahahax. Wish me luck folks. hehehex. And so, after clinical lab went BUGIS-ing with my bff. Hahahax.(tak habis habis dengan bff aku) hahahax. No lar. Went bugis with Hakeem, and off to Banquet for dinner. But yeah, its only him who ate, i wasn't feeling well, so yeah, my appetite decreases. Hehehex. And then we head home, but still thank you for such great time. Okies, till here then... I wanna rest and yup. So long Suckers!!!
Monday, January 28, 200811:53 PM
BEFORE I BEGIN MY CRAPNESS, LETS JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THIS!!! Okies done, now lets have a story telling session. Okies. So monday, yup yup, its monday,my day had been from happy to alright, to i feel-like-crying. Yesh!!! Okies, so what did i do today? Went to school,but was a total waste, classes have ended by the time I reached, so yeah, lepak-ing with the gang and yup, I went home after that. So yeah, got a call from my dear friend and off i went to fullerton starbucks to meet HUMAIRAH!! Yup yup. An incoming call with shocking info and ques, set my brain to wonder, searching for anwsers. I was crushed, to the fact that I am so fucking selfish. I am torn to either being the good or the bad. I don't understand why must i consider other feelings when the fact that i,myself is crushed. Why is other's happiness is my top priority, why should i suffer is silence, smilling pretending to be ok, when i am not. DAMN! why is it so hard? Leen why can't u let go? FUCKED! MEL, I know, i am a stupid fool, and i know u want me to do things for my own happiness, but, i just can't. I dun even know, why i even care. We are not meant to be, my dear. PLEASE stop pressurising me. As much as i know, you love me alot, and i know u just want me to be happy, I can't be a bitch and steal him away like that. I am so sorry my friend. I know i dissapoint you again, after my tragedy with the ex. I can't help it, my hapiness is always number two. And and and, after this long cry and long brag, i will end my nonsense here. Yup i will. And the longings of happiness, misses and love shall be locked deep down inside, and even if this still continue, all i can say is, its not gonna leaked out and i will make sure that its just one sided on my part. OMG, it breaks, I need you like badly, come home can MEL? =(
Sunday, January 27, 20086:51 PM
SUNDAY! Yeah sunday. OMG! Time pass so fast, I want more weekends please please please... Haix... Oh well, i can't control time so yeah, no point sulking up. So hows my weekend? I mus say, that my weekends, were a typical one, nothing fun happened at the same time it wasn't so bad either. Yupyupyup. So i went out with my parents to beach road and head off to Arab strict and lastly BUGIS STREET. Ended up, buying tops. hehehex. But yeah. I am a girl, so shopping is the first priority. Gonna keep myself packed with stuff tonight. Yup yup. Okiwes, I know my entry today seems draggy and stuff, seriously, i have nothing to blog in today, oh well. Btw, i realised that yeah, you have to make choices in life. The message received, set me thinking and yesh I was smilling even in my sleep after that, get out from my head, you freak, but deep down inside, i dun wanna forget u either. Hehehehx. OMG! I am strike with hallucination, I keep on hallucinate his face, his smile, okies okies okeis, leen stop it. Hehehex. And and and special shout out to MUHAMMAD LUQMAN HAKEEM, NORHAIZAM, AND HUMAIRAH, for the great time and layaning all my crapness and putting up to me even though i know u guys (and girl) were tired. Okies, i need some time alone now, so yeah, good bye. :)
Friday, January 25, 20086:26 AM
Ok, time check, 6.26 am. I may sound like a freak, waking up early in the morning just to blog in. Hahaahhax. I have been awake since like what, 5 in the morning. I had an early night yesterday, and apologise to unreplied messages and unreturned calls. Yup yup. And what can i do, at this hour of the day? I am watching some horror movie called "stay alive" at HBOsignature. Hmmm yeah. I gt nothing more to put in my entry, so i guess, till here then folks. toodles. PS: Fucking shit,i miss you truckloads.
Thursday, January 24, 20088:40 PM
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cried And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it okay I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left They lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you We were made for each other Out here forever I know we were Yeah, yeah And all I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone The words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you For no reasons, this song has been playing on my itunes, its the only track that had been playing over and over for the last hour. Just like I predicted, my day was a bad one. So out of random, but yeah, its just one of the day, that u get so weak and u feel like breaking down over simple stuff. Time check, 8.51, I guess its time for me to go to bed. And AISYAH, I am just proud of u.CONGRATULATION!
11:38 AM
And hey-o!!! Breathing in the air of thursday morning, okeis I know, I am such an exaggerate-or. Hahahahahx. well, its 20 min to mid-day, yup yup, and guess what, I am like super duper sleepy, lack of sleep i predict. Oh well, my morning roughly tell me, how my rest of the day will be like, and guess what, I think mine gonna end in a bad way. No definite reasons but yeah, my guts tell me so. And so, the 5 wives and 1 husband? I am in school, right in front of LTK 1, the time is 11.44, with Sarah, Aca and Wazi, and I am here with my audio aid, hearing to "Jadikan aku yan kedua" plus typing in for my blog entry. Reason for being here is because, I am farking bored plus its break time :D Okies and that roughly story my whole activity and yeah yeah i know, not all the wives and husband were fulfilled. But who cares. Hmmmm hmmm hmmmm. Its thursday, its thursday, and i must say that i am glad that its the second last day of school this week. WOoo HOO!!! And so, school has been alright i guess, i am strugling through my second sem and i hope that next year, next sem would be a much better one, I have wasted one sem and now, i have to back up, and i should be proud that at least i realised that I did a mistake before it got too late. Yup I did. And now I am just struggling through. And I am just too selfish enough not to let myself get carried away with my laziness. Yesh i am indeed, and i used to get so upset on my social life and my self cautioness, but i just not anymore. I don't care. Stereotype me, think negative of me, ignore me, boycot me but just remember u ain't bringing me down with that, know why, cause I am living for my own, not for anyone, not for loved ones, but for my own, and yesh, I am damn selfish indeed and I don't care a shit of what you think. :D Call me bitchy and i knw i am one, I just don't care no more. =) Okies, somehow i need to let that go. Yup yup. And I have this urge to type this down... The People often asked, what's the motive of blogging. And My motive is because, i have to let go stuff and yeah since all of you just ignore me when you don't need me, and yeah, count me in when you need some kind of help, i need to have a media to trash all my shit. Ok whatever. Lets move on to something fun. I am buying Maroon 5 tickets concert tommorrow. Woo hooo!! AND TISH! Please set a positive mind okeis, I dun care, in any case you got sick, i stil gonna drag you to the concert. Hehhehx. Btw, there's lots of events going on, in Singapore. Click here for events Yup yup... and I fall, falling for those that shouldn't. Oh no, get out from my mind, but instead it got me hooked and still i have to face reality and yup, no matter what, i just can't have him. Maybe its not meant to be, maybe i am just being nice. I am such a bitch, i should have known my position, oh well, I dunno, i am lost. And with this i wanna end my entry for NOW :D
Sunday, January 20, 20082:38 PM
Okeis, SUNDAY!!! Wooo hooo! And guess what, i just woke up. Hehehhx. And yup, tired but yeah, I had fun yesterday. Reached back home at bout 12.30 i think, settled my stuff and yup, on the phone till like 3+ i think. Oh well, and and and i must say that i felt sinfully happy. Yup yup, but nothing could be done i guess, its predestined. And thats the first ever crush, like seriously, deeply mad about it, in my poly life... Hehehex. =) Like seriously, when the atmosphere is right, and you just happen to feel alone, your mind just starts to wonder and wonder, remembering the past, seeing the present and thinking of the future. Yup yup. And shockingly, i saw his face. Remembering the times that we shared, it seems right but at the same time it seems so wrong, damn wrong. It had break my barrier, i failed. Its just so hard to forget the whole idea, its not like any other, this one, just lingers and lingers, but still i am happy. haiyah, ok ok ok, enough, later i get carried away... hahahahx. Hahahhahahahx. Ok, fine, i know, but this tyme is just hard to let go. Yeah yeah yeah... Bla bla bla... :D Hmmmm, so yeah, what am i up too? watching suite life of zack and cody, yup yup. Hehehhx. Btw check this song out :D This two had got me addicted and obviously the top most listen songs in my ipod. ![]() Ok, and this is the design for the class shirt. Done by wan hin. I must say that this guy is talented. Very cute right. Btw, try to find me in the design =)and whoever that can spot me in there, will receive a kiss from me. Muahaahahahahx. Joking. Oh well, moving on, somebody please buy me a g-shock watch. Its orange or maybe the blue or green ones. :) And yesh not forgetting, valentine is coming. I think i had some plans in mind. Hehehex. Ok i gotta go now. IMY!!! Love ya and MUACKS!! okies miss ya.
Friday, January 18, 20081:23 PM
Ok and so, its FRIDAY! Last day of the week. Wow, i guess. Didn't attend school though, no class, no meeting. Woooo Hooo!! So wad am i up too? Just slacking at home watching some sitcom. Yup. And yeah not forgetting a date with Seri today. =) Like hell yeah, i miss her truckloads. Huhuhu... And so, had my practical test yesterday, and guess what aint sure how i did also. NEUTRAL... Thats all i can think of. Had a talk with my lecturer and i must say that, it motivates me and keep my spirit high. Yup yups. Big thank you to her... =) And so, truth revealed. What can i say, i was expecting it, i was prepared so the news doesn't affect me badly. Hmmmm yup yup. And i am thankful that I have the swetest friend. Yup, not all but yeah one will do. AND, I AM VERY UGLY! MY PICS ARE ALL FAKE,IN REALITY, I AM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO THOSE PICS :) Okies, moving on. Time check its 2.13, gonna get myself ready by 5 and off i go to meet my darls. And yeah, i think i gonna end my pathetic entry for now... Ok toodles :p Being loved is better then giving love And so, with this i am eliminatiing the thoughts And you people stop saying things that may make me indulge myself more okeis
Wednesday, January 16, 200811:01 PM
Hellox... ANd and and. I am very tired =) And tanks to Hakeem for spending my evening with me... =) and now, I wanna sleep =))
1:23 AM
jika dia cintaimu, melebihi cintaku padamu aku pasti rela untuk melepasmu, walau ku tau ku kan terluka jikalau semua berbeda, kau bukanlah orang yang kupuja tetapi hatiku telah memilihmu, walau kau tak mungkin tinggalkannya *Wink* somewhat this piece is familiar. Hahahahx. Mcm ku pernah dengar sih, kisah dongeng ini... =)
Tuesday, January 15, 20085:38 PM
Okies, someone complain so yeah, i am making some adjusment to the previous entry =)) dun scold me, scold LUQMAN HAKEEM okies love you... muacks! Labels: Ok
Monday, January 14, 20089:21 PM
Okeis, so MONDAY! Hehehex. I must say that I had a great start indeed, met up with Hakeem and gang; fauzan, and haizam. Yups, went lepak-ing at the opposite block, see their nonsense, and not forgetting hearing their craps, hehehe.
(too bad he force me to delete =))
Okies, credits goes to this pic. Quite nice. ehehehx Oh yeah, not forgetting the many faces of the photographer himself =)
"i had 30 cents. hazleen had 5 cents. so you can imagine what was going through our mind. we were thinking of breaking into cars and houses, robbing from those nyonyas, stealing from little kids and how even the bangla surely must have a dollar with them. yes pathetic. what do you expect. we were tired, sleepy and hungry" quoted from Mai livejournal =) Hahahhax. So yeah, i guess you rougly understood the situation we had just now right. Muahahaahahhaahahahhhahax. Ok saya mahu tidor. Nitey nite. I always wanted to say this to you "I like u alot" but now as time passes, i just want you to know that "I love u alot" =))
10:23 AM
And so, its monday. Biology test waiting for me on thursday. Oh well... Hmmmmmmmmmm... Just woke up and i am kinda late for school. But yeah, late but not skipping =)) Hehehehehx. I am such a fat ass. =( my brain is wrecking. If I can just drop down, I would have done so, but i am staying strong, and I kinda owe it, to Hakeem, yeah, for putting a smile on my face through his nonsensical,cute,funny and happy-go-lucky ways. I no longer socialise at home, just that anwsering ques and only talk when i am supposed too. And guess what, it is scarily easy. Yup yup. I no longer knew wads important to me, sad but true. =( Hmmm, okies moving on... Somehow, this song makes me a lil bit stronger... Work it, make it, do it, Makes us harder, better, faster, STRONGER!) (Work it harder make it better, do it faster makes us stronger, more than ever, hour after hour work is never over ) Th-th-that that don't kill me Can only make me stronger I need you to hurry up now Cause I can't wait much longer I know I got to be right now Cause I can't get much wronger Man I been waitin' all night now That's how long I've been on ya I need ya right now I need ya right now Let's get lost tonight You could be my black Kate Moss tonight Play secretary, I'm the boss tonight. And you don't give a f**k what they all say, right? Awesome, the Christian in Christian Dior Damn they don't make 'em like this anymore I ask, cause I'm not sure Do anybody make real shit anymore? Bow in the presence of greatness Cause right now thou has forsaken us You should be honored by my lateness That I would even show up to this fake shit So go ahead go nuts, go ape shit Especially in my pastel, all my bape shit Act like you can't tell who made this New gospel homey take six, and take this, haters N-n-now th-that that don't kill me Can only make me stronger I need you to hurry up now Cause I can't wait much longer I know I got to be right now Cause I can't get much wronger Man I been waitin' all night now That's how long I've been on ya I need ya right now I need (Me like-ee) ya right now I don't know if you got a man or not If you made plans or not If God put me in your plans or not I'm trippin', this drink got me sayin' alot But I know that God put you in front of me So how the hell could you front on me There's a thousand yous And only one of me I'm trippin', I'm caught up in the moment right? 'Cause it's Louis Vuitton Don night Uh, baby you're makin' it (Harder, better, faster, stronger)oh Th-that that don't kill me(oh) Can only make me stronger I need you to hurry up now Cause I can't wait much longer I know I got to be right now Cause I can't get much wronger Man I been waitin' all night now That's how long I've been on ya I need ya right now I need ya right now You know how long I've been on ya? Since prince was on Apollonia Since OJ had Isotoners Don't act like I never told ya [x5] Uh, baby you're makin' it (Harder, better, faster, stronger) N-n-now th-that that don't kill me Can only make me stronger I need you to hurry up now Cause I can't wait much longer I know I got to be right now Cause I can't get much wronger Man I been waitin' all night now That's how long I've been on ya I need ya right now I need ya right now I need ya right now i need ya right now Never over [x7] Okies, and so, apologise for the un-return-ed calls and un-reply-ed message. Seriously, I need time alone. I dunno why, just don't bother to contact me. I know i am being unreasonable, but yeah, I can't help it, I have to be selfish. Its for my grades, for my future. I hope u understand. Btw, I was drunk yesterday, and and and, sorry for my un-appropriate behaviour yesterday... especially to MR BANNY!!! Ok love ya. and to *BAOBEI* I miss you alot but u have to give me a time out, sorry to jus leave yo hanging like that. And to *My-mystery-Sunshine* U rawk! U do, and i owe you alot. Hell yeah, i do. =) Okies, keep on smilling like the bumbbly Hakeem. Ok go, oh yeah. Love you, you you you, not you, but you... ok crap
Saturday, January 12, 200812:41 PM
Talking about stereotyping, Yesh yesh yesh, "STEREOTYPING" Not only in any setting, but it still happens around you, wad i meant to say is that, it even happen among your friend. Yup, life is just full of shit. But i don't give a fucking damn, i have reached to a certain level in life, that I just don't care what others think of me. Like, I live for my own, why should i suffer myself just for your fucking sake. I don't own you a living, and who cares, i won't die by your bloody words. GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD PEOPLE? SO DON'T BOTHER TRYING!
12:23 AM
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love This song gt me addicted. Fuck, i need someone to get serious not some junkies that come and go so tell em in advance if u planning to come and go it helps me to prepare myself =))
Thursday, January 10, 200811:14 PM
Ok, and so the time is 0100 and the date noted, Friday 11 January 2008. Damn i am sleepy. But still, I felt guilty for not blogging. heheehhx. And so, school have been okies. I failed my health assessment exam just now. Not that demoralising cause I kinda expecting for it to happen also. Hehehe. And so, revision on the 21st and re-exam on the 31st. Oh well. Never thought that thorax would be so hard. But seriously, I was hoping for the cardiovascular, at least that is much more easier. Hanging out with LUQMAN HAKEEM is fun i guess. Heheehx. Yup, went touring around the school, as if we were YP. Ok, and and and I know guys always be guys, ahahah, scanning for some chicks, and I think one of them is quite pretty i guess. Hehehehx. And so, went back hoem straight from school and had a lil visit to my favourite Lala land.Hahahahx. Ok, moving on, oh yeah, I had fun with my lil bitch... Hehehehx... we had a lil "sinful" dinner at pastamania and yup we got a lil bit high, that we planned to do crazy stuff such as, beating a guy just for his ipod, going to republic polytechnic and pretend we were a student there. Hahhahahx. And and and, to top it off, we played arcade. Haahahx. We had daytona, bike race and some "pressing-the-clour" game. Stupid but fun. =) Okies, check the pics out okeis folks. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I wanted to try lynn's, but there bacon in it =( Oh well, I had crazy time with you bitch. Hehehehehx... Ok chaoz
Tuesday, January 8, 200810:52 AM
And so so so HAIZAD IMRAN is fucking cute... Haahahahx... seriously he is. The funny thing that happened is when he walked past of us, Sarah totally melted, she grew weak, and starts to feel hot, while, for jajah, thoughts of luqman, just dissapear for awhile. I am sure, the girls is so looking forward for school for the next six months. Hehehx School was alright i guess. Tiring and I guess, gonna be stressing myself for the coming end-sem-exam. WOoo hooo, year two, is just around the corner, hey peeps, I am no longer gonna be a FRESHIE! hehehehx. So, walked around with my BFF, then yup, saw TEDDY! He was like so the bulat and comel when I first saw him, still remember him with his classmates for orientation. Hahahhx. And then I saw my primary school friend, the one that i canoed with during my primary 5 camp, HAFIZ. Hahahax. Wow, he grew quite abit. He used to be this skinny heck but now, much much much more sachok. hehehehehex. LYNN!! LETS GO OUT FOR MORE MAKAN SESSION,AND WE GO MAKAN ALL THE,SINFUL STUFF! HEHEHEHX... Okeis, I got to go now... =))
Sunday, January 6, 20082:00 PM
Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Please don't stop the music (music, music, music) Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Please don't stop the music (music, music, music) Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Mamma say, mamma saw, mamaco saw Please don't stop the music (music, music, music) This is fucking addictive. =) Been repeating this song like 82736154231332536738 times. Hehehex. And so the house is empty, pumping up the volume and yup,let the party begin. *shake it* *move it* *sway it* thats the way I like it to be. Heheheheehx. And and and guess what, SUNDAY! Time flies like cepat gile lar seh. Oh well, schooling tomorrow, yup, have to wake up at 7am. Can't afford to skip anymore, I was very lucky not to get debarred on my HS1092 module, yesh lucky indeed. Leant my lesson and yup, not gonna repeat it again, i pomise. So what's my plan for today? Not sure actually. Ask friends to come over? I have many assigments and work to do, yup, so better if I just stayed at home. Save travelling time lar... Hahax. Oh and yesh, school updates, New craze in town, HAIZAD IMRAN, gonna be in my school for like 6 months. Hahahhax. Yup.And its tearing me down, with all the omg, he is cute. Ok yesh he is, maybe i am just not a big fan. Yup. Hahahahx. Oh well. And and and, I can't make up my mind, should i buy mango,or Levi's or even queens couture black skinnies? Hmmmmmm... Let's just wait till the 25th okeis. Okies, I guess, I chao chin chao. =)
Wednesday, January 2, 200812:29 PM
Pretty doesn't mean nice Ugly doesn't mean bad Close doesn't mean trust Friendly doesn't mean like Hostile doesn't mean enemy Party aimals doesn't mean hot,pretty,sex Quiet doesn't mean I am ok Ignorance doesn't mean i don't care Concern doesn't mean care Life is full of faces. Hard to believe but thats reality. Like they say keep ur friend close, but keep your enemy closer. Sometimes, personal stuff are much better said to strangers then close ones. Ok, that theory doesn't apply to everybody, but some i guess. Ignoring happens to be easy, swallowing up and keep it safe deep down, have never been so easy before, maybe it could have been due to the long process called experience. Smilling is just the key to everything, u smile and u forget but once, u stop smilling, your world came crashing and after a long cry, everything will be back as usual and the cycle will repeat. Repeat and repeat like circle. Growing up was never easy. When u wanted to get independent, wanting to make mistake and learn from it. Its not an open society, you either have good name or bad. Cause some buggers will always be there to bitch, to two face your whole fucking process. Time change. Your time is up. Its no longer right anymore. I gonna shut my fucking mouth, and i will keep my distance. I just don't trust anyone, just that i can with humairah. Thats all. Just her alone. Nobody else i swear. You lay hands on me, u did, your not taking it back. U know why, i am just sick and tired of explaining.And and and, some people, just have two faces. YESH! Two faces. Seriously, let me just keep quiet, very very quiet, that u can't even hear the sounds of my whisper. I promise. Wads the point of saying, when it will always repeat, trying to make expalnation, never been heard, i am always wrong. =) People just come and go, they get what they want, and jus leave u, leave u hanging, hanging like nobody fucking business.I never knew it was much more painful than this. Much more hurtful. I can't believe i cared. Why should I? My life was never your issue, at least, i never make a hustle out of your mother and father. Btw, thanks for your wishes, and yup, thanks. Likewise i say, my life, my rule. I don't care a shit of what you people think. SERIOUSLY,I DON'T! OHH WELL!!! Life have to move on. PPl do behave like dog, so get over it. ok im out now
Tuesday, January 1, 20082:55 PM
Ok back for another entry. Ter-angun saya. hehehex. Ok btw btw btw, I went sentosa not long ago. Hehehehx. And i went tanning. Ok lar jus view the pics lar. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
10:53 AM
Ok and so I shall say that NEW YEAR celebration is a fucking BLISS! I had super duper fun lar seh... Hehehe.... =)) Ok sorry jus plain excited thats all... Heheehx.. Ok lets start from start... Ok, my lappy been a bitch, the power pin broke so I have to admit my lil baby device to Acer building for surgery. Hehehehex. And yup only got it back yesterday. hehhehehex. Okay i know, sometimes i am just too hard on my lappy, ok new year resolution, Jaga lappy with love, care and concern. Amacam can or not? Hehehehehex. Ok crap lar seh... Sorry, my head hurts lar seh. Hungover.... =) Pardon me ok And so, I had the best new year celebration ever. Hehehehehex. Ok ok, from the start ok. Went to vivo city countdown with the "teck whye clan" Hahahahahx. Fun fun fun. Gila people, and not to forget the dancing makes me so wanna follow my fellow mate to MOS. But yeah, better not, raiding and stuff just ridiculous, i only have less then a year to wait. Ok check out the group pic...
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