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Monday, January 28, 200811:53 PM
BEFORE I BEGIN MY CRAPNESS, LETS JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THIS!!! Okies done, now lets have a story telling session. Okies. So monday, yup yup, its monday,my day had been from happy to alright, to i feel-like-crying. Yesh!!! Okies, so what did i do today? Went to school,but was a total waste, classes have ended by the time I reached, so yeah, lepak-ing with the gang and yup, I went home after that. So yeah, got a call from my dear friend and off i went to fullerton starbucks to meet HUMAIRAH!! Yup yup. An incoming call with shocking info and ques, set my brain to wonder, searching for anwsers. I was crushed, to the fact that I am so fucking selfish. I am torn to either being the good or the bad. I don't understand why must i consider other feelings when the fact that i,myself is crushed. Why is other's happiness is my top priority, why should i suffer is silence, smilling pretending to be ok, when i am not. DAMN! why is it so hard? Leen why can't u let go? FUCKED! MEL, I know, i am a stupid fool, and i know u want me to do things for my own happiness, but, i just can't. I dun even know, why i even care. We are not meant to be, my dear. PLEASE stop pressurising me. As much as i know, you love me alot, and i know u just want me to be happy, I can't be a bitch and steal him away like that. I am so sorry my friend. I know i dissapoint you again, after my tragedy with the ex. I can't help it, my hapiness is always number two. And and and, after this long cry and long brag, i will end my nonsense here. Yup i will. And the longings of happiness, misses and love shall be locked deep down inside, and even if this still continue, all i can say is, its not gonna leaked out and i will make sure that its just one sided on my part. OMG, it breaks, I need you like badly, come home can MEL? =( |
