Getting drunk in two days without having my hungover recovered. Wow.

And so, finally friday!! Woo hoo.

And so, I had a great time with u bitch. I drank my sorrows down, with martini,barcadi,sparkling wine,burban,long island,.... Can't remember...

And so, the thought of being the bitch is over. And I dissapointed quite a few numbers of you girls. Yup okies, I am such a loser. I know. I am always the loser. Even with your support, i still can't do it.

This has teached me that I am a such loser. I willingly let go of my ex because of her, and now i expect others to follow my footstep. OMG! Leen your so stupid. ONLY STUPID people will do that. And yesh, I am one.

After this post,at that minute, that second, I shall close the book. Its the end.

Its just like being sting by a snake, I got stung and i have to suck out the poison, similarly, I create the trouble, I suck it out, I apologise and try to make everything ok.

And now, I have to let go. Yesh let it go u ass. I am immune to this pain. Went through it over and over. It hurts, yesh it hurts, but I am strong. All i can do is to avoid. And yup i gonna miss the rest. HAnging out with the gang had been fun and surely, has motivate me in the final days of my sem 2.

But still I am thankful that I am once part of them.

And after today, with so much crying going on, its gonna end here, I gonna have that smile back on my face. And Abdul Hakim, thank you for being there. And to remind me to keep strong even though it hurts. And to you, my best mate ever, thank you for understanding and yup i sucks being bad,like you say,my first time hurtin people,and yup i breakdown instead. Yup, i gonna be the loser for ever. =)



With this, i declare that the chapter is over.

=)