Seriously, the words in my books seems alienated. Nothing gets to my head, I felt so gullible. I felt so dumb.

I stood in the shower for like only god knows how long, with the shower above my head, as the cold water run down my head to my whole body. My mind blank, heart wrecked, tears voluntarily roll down my cheeks even if i try to stop them from falling. Somehow, I felt disappointed, and its as if, i have let down, whole lot of people.

Attachment is so going to be tough, scolded as soon as we entered the ward. Demoralise, but i try to keep my morale high, i have to endure, for the sake of my future, for the sake of the money that I have to pay to KK if i failed this attachment, and for the sake of my parents that had been proud of me when i get enrolled for tertiary education. My whole family is going to be disappointed with me if i blew my bond away. I am like the most successful one in the house, even without good results, somehow i manage to get good deals. OMG! I am such let down.

I don't know what I am thinking, but i know I am not in the right state. Damn, even my immunity is failing me. My temp rises causing an increase to 37.9, and somehow, i can feel that the blood is not flowing right, my lips got pale and my hands are cold. And now, i let my patient down, i can go for clinical posting if i am sicked, i am sure to put my patient especially those on chemotherapy at risked of getting infected. Damn! I can't afford to get sick, not when i have major exam coming up and not when I am handling important lives in my hands.

OMG! why am i such a monster, i am having too much pressure.
I am terribly sorry to the auntie that fainted at NUH shuttle bus line, as much as i wanted to help u, i just don't know how to, and i was caught by a shocked plus the eyes of the public somehow, scares me and gave me the impression that its my responsibility to make u alright. I was rooted to the ground and my brain somehow went blank.

I am sorry that i somehow, throw my tantrums around and make u feel small, not even in the slightest intention that I wanted to neglect, to hurt, to treat you or your loved ones wrongly, to make u feel hurt. I am sincerely sorry that, i dissapoint u, i am just a normal human, infact a weaker one. And believe it or not, every words of love from me is right from the bottom of my heart.

And so,

I need my rest now.

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

[Chorus]

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

So be gentle...

[Chorus]

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

Nope, i breakdown easily.

I am dissapointed with myself. That i cannot fullfill my duty as a daughter, as a sister, as a friend, as a student, as a nurse, and the most of all as a girlfriend. I am a crushed. Damn, i dunno how to convey it in verbal words. I just don't. I just a failure, only god knows. I am so sorry. I really tried, and seriously tried, maybe i never try hard enough, i dunno. I am in serious pressure. Like hell yeah i do.

I just dunno how to let it go...

Bye!

Hahahahahhahahahahahahahx...

Okies okies, what is wrong with me, after glow...

Hahahahaahahahahahhahax....

:)

I miss my baby, like alot. I kept thinking of him, and no matter how much time spent together, it never seems enough. He is constantly in my mind, and somehow, he gives me strength when i feel like giving up and cry.

I had fun with him today, its the third one baby. Muahhahahahahaahx. I know, u readers dunno. Hahhhahaahax.

And so, I kinda worried, that he is indeed very sleepy and tremendously tired after a long night at work yesterday, and my baby, is working hard today. I really appreaciate it and thank u for the wonderful time baby boy.

Anyhooo, guess what, a month and a day. Hehehex. Yup yup.

Insyallah (with god will), its gonna be everlasting.

And and and, guess what, orientation at NUH tomorrow, starts at 8 babeh. My god, so early, not that worst, morning shift starts at hmmm, let me see, 7? SO early. OMG! I can die siah. Hhahahaahx. Nevermind persevere. 10 days only. I can do it. Yup yup yesh i can. Muahahaahahahx.

Ok wanna shower.

Toodles.

Ps:Syahril, ubat makan babe, jgn tk makan. Inhaler da hijau tu...

:((

Ok bad day. Yup, somehow, i am feeling very demoralise, very down.
Yeah...

Whatever it is. I am just helpless by the fact that my parents still have decision over me and sometimes, i just have no say , and that it can affects not only me but people around me. I am still a YP, yesh i am, and that obviously cause a big disadvantage of being me. As much as i hate to type this down, I have too. I need to get it out of my system, cause i seriously feel very blearghhh.

I swear i can eat at least 3 pine of chocolate ice cream right now.

Worried sick, yup thats another aspect of feelings that I am feeling. I know, that he is able to take care of himself but, i dunno. :((

God, please give him your blessings in health, wealth, hapiness and well-being. Please protect him from any harm, and please god, let him have a better day.

.........................

nothing to blog in actually, just that i felt down, really down. Guilty somehow, felt mad, and worried.

Lalaaalalalalalalalalalalalalaalalalalalalalalalalalalax... Hahahaahahahahhahax.

I so need to laugh and yeah...

Ok, bye.


Bye!

Damn an opportunity to spend time with my one and only boyffie and its totally blew off. So depressing, I miss him like truckloads. I meet u soon okies boyffie. :((


I am watching a series on Nickelodean and main actress was Britney spears sister; Jamie Lynn Spears(if i am not mistaken). That young adoescent is like a year younger than me and now, she is like so pregnant. I guess, superstars can take things easily yeah. But at least her other half is much more handsome than her sister ex-husband.


And Guess what, I am growing horizontly as day goes by. Geessh. Oh well, school starts, i need to get my butt to many places in the health sciences building and staircases would be helpful to help me lose few pounds. Hope I am able to reach my goal.


Yup yup and people.com, is keeping me entertain about hollywood stars. Hahahahx. OMG! "akusungguhtakdelife". Hahahahx. Oh well. Ok la till here okies readers. Bub byes!

Okies, please don't mind my languange, and this post is just for me to vent out my anger...

eeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!


Geram siol. Sot to the max.

Tkpe maintain maintain...


Kalau kau nak stare stare orang, nak berbual minah mcm gitu, gi cari your own species lar dey, malas aku layan yp mcm kau. Kau nak bangga bangga kan motor sparks matair kau tu, nak step suroh die prah prah, please lar ehk aku tk heran ar babe. Matair aku bawak motor ar. Kau pikir aku adik adik kau per!!! Aku kental kental gini, jgn pikir aku tk brani nak pecah kan muke kau lar ehk. Lagi pakai school uni, nak kerek ngan aku. Siak ar pompuan, aku tahu ar, aku pun masih budak budak lagi, tapi kau tu, lagi anak anak siot, kau gi makan garam banyak banyak baru bbual ok. Sialan nye pompuan. Kirekan ape? Matair kau, bawak motor, badan angkong, ngan gang motor die, kau nak bangga bangga ar. Pikir kau besar ar. Ehk bodoh, jantan kau da bawak banyak pompuan lain lar sial. Kau lagi nak bangga bangga. Kalau die bomb kan kau, kau pikir die nak tanggung jawab per? Tanya sikit, matair kau, NS da lepas ke belum? kerja da stable?eeeeee... pukimak btul nye sundal. buang mase aku je...

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:)) ok i am ok.

:)) And today makes the end of my polyclinic attachment. And thank goodness, the seven of us; Jia ming,Najib,Farah,Philzah,Kak mai,Ira and me, passed the module. Alhamdulilah.

Well, another bond made and i really had great time with them. Yup yup. This time, filled with laughter and gossips and seriously one hell of a fun. Last day of attachment, Ira,Phil,Najib, Jia ming and me spent most of the time walking around and finding place to slack, as for Farah and Kak Mai, we seriously dunno where they are. Hahahax. And so, we talked about almost everything under the sky. And hot topic for today was "Hantu" wooooo. Hahahahx. And please don't think about it and bawak bawak in your sleeps okies guys and girls.

Ordered canadian pizza; Hawaiian and Bbq Bonanza, for lunch and ate it at the "table" opposite of the polyclinic, then me and Ira bought ourselves matching bra-undies set. Hahahahhhax. Okies too muc info. Hahahah

And and and, the blur-est, yet the youngest in the group keep on forgetting the food with the initials of CCF! hahaahx. Its " CHE CHEONG FUN" lar Philzah. Hahahax. This girl ar, makes us laugh non-stop especially during our dinner time at pizza hut just now. She told us, bout her drowned hamster and, how she convinced the mum to eat pastamania, etc etc, too much to elaborate. And she really did make us laugh till our stomach hurts.

Happening time. Yup yup. And farewell to Ira and Jia ming and kak mai :(( till we meet again soon alrite, most probably when the school reopens.

And 2 weeks of attachment left. Chia yoh, yup yup, leen you can do it...

And so, everyone, is having toubles. So if you just listen, you will realise that your not that alone actually. Yup yup.

Okies moving on, I MISS ALFIRDAUS! Like alot, alot, alot.
Damn :((

Ok bye peeps.

Haluuuuuu!

And as u can see. the date stated, 27 March 2008. Yup yup, it is. And guess what, tomorrow is my last day for polyclinic attachment. And so this means, two more weeks and one day more, till school sems starts and and and, i kinda looking forward to it actually.

And and and, i miss my boyfriend thats for sure.

Ok, so whats up? watching some telly shows while typing in for tomorrow presentation, on the case study given, and my partner for this presentation will be, Siti opps, Ira. Heheehehx.

Final day tomorrow, so i guess, i will visit the referral room and get signature for my book and proceed on to the counselling room, with one condition; if there is any patient. Yup yup.

And so hows my day?

Good, i guess. I had fun, and guess what, Ira, Phil and me bought ourselves, cute stickers with our name on it. Heehehx. $5 for 120 stickers. Hehehehx. And so, the 7 of us, actually went into out of random rooms to get as much signature and as much procedure that we can put our eyes on, and i ended up in the room 17 and that is the referral room. WTF! hahhahax, busy busy room but stilm i felt so useless that i am unable to help them and lessen the burden. Muahahahhax, but that was a great slacking session. Hhahahahx.

And till here alrightey fellow readers. I wanna do my project. Bub byes.

Hahahaahx.

Ok go. Bub byes.

+_29 February 2008_+

+_My baby cook this for me :P_+

+_MUACKS!!_+

+_Credits to Mr ALFIRDAUS_+

+_My bachin boyffie_+

+_Gay boy_+

Nah he is not, my baby, is straight and i love him so much. :P

Till, here okies babes. Bub byes.

:P

Last weekend of my holiday before attachment starts.

hehehex. Oh well, looking forward to it actually. Guess what, haven't been mugging for biology. I guess, i just stay home and spent my saturday evening, studying for my upcoming sub paper.

ANd currently wad am i up too? Watching chart attack.

"PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC, MAMA SAY MAMA SA MA COSA" (clapping hands)

Addictive songs, can never get sick and tired of it. Yup yup.

I just woke up between, and guess what, with my messy hair plus i haven't showered, i switched on, my acer device just to blog in for my fellow readers. Yup yup.

I am craving for custard donuts. Like hell yeah, i do.

:((

I guess, till here my entry for today.

Oh and so, sorry people, for not typing in an entry for a very long time. Ok exaggerating, i know, i can be a drama queen sometimes.

And so, many things happen last few days, that, i guess, i shall keep it to myself.

Yup yup.

And Boyffie, i am sorry to breakdown like that, well, i know, one of the reason is sure to be PMS! So bf, get ready okeis, cause monster in me, might just get on loose any time any place.

Yesterday was super duper fun. Went out with my beloved baby and of course, our lil miss sweet, sarah. Bought myself some treat and ate chicken mushroom at tongseng. YUMMY!

Okies, toodles oh yesh yesh yesh.

BF, get well soon and ilysm!

Ok i cracked, as much as i hate typing this post i have too. My heart ripping apart. I am such sore loser. Cry cry cry. I can't help it. My god, give me the strength please. I have to let this out.

Everything just gone bad today.

As much as i love my friend, at least the worries is now over, decision make, financial is there. Lets just hope procedure gonna be ok. But its the emotions that i am worried. I am sorry that i can't be there. We love you girl.

I am really sorry. I am such useless fool. I didn't even try, infact my stupidity makes it worse. I make everything worse. Yesh i did. I am so sorry. Once again, i can't be there. Omg,can i just be shot.

I am such stupid fool. OMG! I am so frustrated with myself.

Heather's out, sobs sobs.

My god, truth revealed, and i can't help but crying.
Decision is yours, wadever decision you make, i going to support u and even if u regret it in the future, i still gonna be there for you, supporting u with my whole life.

People make tremendous mistake and i guess, this is the stupidest mistake ever.

i am totally speechless, shocked and i am just worried about you.

No matter what, i gonna love you, and so is the rest.

Okies, sleepless night, i am so restless.
My mind is so out of control.
I am sick worried, yesh i am.
I wonder what happen to you girl.
I am sorry that I am not there to anwser the phone.

My god, i truly felt the sense of guiltyness, for not being there when you need me.

God please let her be ok.

:(

And oh my, my tummy hurt badly, much more worse than menses cramps. Sobbies. And i am so sorry baby boy if i affect you somehow, with my pain and worried-ness.

I miss my girls and now i miss my boyffie yang tersayang.

Ok go...

But the most i miss is, MARY Wong Weiling...

Hhaahahaahx. And also not forgetting Yvonne. hehehex.

And so, i am beat tired seriously tired, my leg are aching. Ouch! But its all worth it, yup yup. I get to spent the day with my beloved boyffie. My day had been kinda great actually. Went to school, and like at last school. Hahahahx. miss school alot actually. Hehe.
But yeah, i miss my lil bitch more. AMALINA, saya rindu kamu.

And and and met my boyffie, and yup spent the day with him. Lazy to elaborate i had fun, and yup.

Bub byes.

A scene in my lovely samsoon makes me realise that indeed, love can't fight its way, with the presence of sickness. The mother of Zhenxian, has forbidden xizhen to actually, stay on with her son, due to cancer that she had three years ago.

What will you do, if you were to find out that your other half is sicked? Will u stay on, or will u leave to find another.

Asked yourself.

Yup yup.

Well, i personally think that, being diagnosed with something is no sin and everyone should be given the chance to love and lead a happy life, instead of degrading the weakness, accept it and slowly work to improve it. Yup yup.

Ok, that was just random thoughts.

ILYSM.

Moving on, i am rotting at home. Yesh i am. I miss town, i miss taka, i miss heeren and not forgetting cineleisure. I miss walking at the stretch of road, while observing other people and realising that the world indeed has many characters and uniqeness. So what you people waiting for, ask me out to town okeis. :)

Hahaax. nah, joking, and so counting down, its 9 days more till attachment. Woo hoo.

Okies, til here, for today, i have a tutee to teach tomorrow.

So long and imy all alright.

Nite nite

and may god bless u.

Hello, and here i am blogging in from my beloved crib. Yeah, and so what did i do? nothing i guess, spent qulity time with him and his family i guess.


Thats my baby boy sleeping. Hahahahx.

And thats mine, his is the brown one.

Heheheheheehx. Okies, and so, i had a great day with him. He look super duper cute while sleeping. And and and, we shared an umberella while we walked in rain. It was so romantic. heehehehx. And and and, ILY. Heheehx.

And since, exams result is out, one worry, to pass my sup paper. One and only sup paper. And remedial falls on the 17th of march while the paper is on 25th. Yup yup.

And so, year two, a whole new year, yup and i am so ready to take on the challenge. heheehx.

Bring it on year 2.

Okeis lar, till here for now okeis. Bub byes.

Hello.

Well, let me just blog in some stuff before i actually call it a day.

Firstly, yeah, i know, that i am not good looking, and yup, i accept the fact and even if its a joke for u, its not funny. Yeah, call me sensitive, yesh i am, indeed, i am. Told u i was ugly, which part of it u didn't understand. Its okeis lar, i know who i am, and somehow, i am glad the way it is.

okeis moving on, result out baby. Heehheex. And and and thank goodness, it is way above my expectations. Yup proud of myself, but still, next sem shall be my recovery years, i gonna do well and excel in it. Yup yup.

Ps: I miss someone by the name of alfirdaus

Sex helps u to burn a hell lot of fats. Yup yup.

Random :)

My tired plus extra chubby face with my (insyallah-future-sis-in-law) hehehex. :)

And this is when my sayang try to light up the fire on the pit. My face is so in-a-mess.com

Boyffie just love to sing.

Presenting my beloved boyffie.

Haiyoh, my baby need to work today. Again! Yup yup, i am just worried if he doesn't have enough rest and overwork his body. My god, but i know, my boyffie with persevered and stay strong. ILY my dear.

And guess what, i miss this two asses oh yesh yesh and not forgetting, this lil ass below. Hehehx.
Hmmm okies, till here, i wanna get my butt to the shower place.

Bub byes.

Eeeeee potong steam btul lar seh. OMG! I was like having a very very very wondeful dream and yup someone text message me.

OMG! Geramnye...

Missy elliot video clip very the stylo milo sey!

Okies and yup tuesday morning. Heheh.

And and and waiting till the clock strike 12pm, thats when my all time favourite tv show will be on air. America next top model cycle 9, rawk my socks. I never miss any of the episode despite my busy schedule. Hahah. And my post for today will be on my boyffie, and its gonna be mushy, so for some reader out there, you may choose not to continue reading okies, i promise, i post something exciting on my next post okeis, darlings.

And so, I had great time with Alfi. Yup yup, i really enjoyed moments with him and his family. I felt so welcome, yup yup. Like what the english idioms stated, absence makes the heart grow fonder, but guess what, having him around me, makes my heart fonder too. Hehex. I am totally addicted to him. He makes me think of him night and day, but at the same time, i still have my life going on. Hehehex. And the talk we had at late night, makes me feel so worthy for who i am, and and and, of course i love him for who he is. Hehe, okies, mushy mushy mushy me. But who cares, i love my baby boy. And and and, yeah, he makes my heart skip a beat sometimes. Hehehex.

hehehx, Ok ok, i can carry on and on, heheex. But yeah, i dun wanna share alot of stuff with you readers, cause i very selfish and i wanna have memories of the wonderful time between me and boyffie to myself.

:)

anyways just check out the photo okeis. Okies thats all folks.

Greetings reader. And so, early morning of a Sunny Sunday. Yup and i am just preparing myself for chalet. I have to come home tomorrow, because I just realised that I have a tutee to teach. Yup yup and guess what, its 10am in the morning. Thank goodness, somewhere nearby. Hehehhehex.

Okies, and so, i gonna blog in something out of random, but if anyone who read this feel the pain, then paham paham aje lar ok.

First and foremost, girls always remember to pick guys that firstly, have balls, and secondly, stand up for their own feelings, lastly, a guy that not only talks but in fact show his feelings in everyway.

My god, how stupid i am, used to fall for someone like u. OMG! Ridiculous, but its true. Now what you envy me? Claiming that my relationship is an eye sore to u, cause your plain jealous? WHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHHA! Please lar ehk, fucking annoying. Saying all those sweet talk, and thank godness, i move on, and thanks to you, i met my boyffie. So now, i hope u can have balls okeis.

:):):):):):):):):):):)

And i am so proud that i said this. Heeehehx.

Ok moving on,and and and, i had excellent idea, which is too, hmmmm, nevermind...

BYES!

Okies, so date and time, Saturday, 12.24pm.

And and and, what am i up too? watching trading spouse and yup typing in my entry.

Have i eaten? Yup yup i did, had nasi lemak(coconut rice, fried fish, cucumber and of course sambal), and sadly it wasn't complete with omelet due to the fact that i was too lazy to go to the shop downstair and buy the eggs. Hahaha.

and so, sometimes people just don't understand words that comes out from my mouth. I am attached! Get it A-T-T-A-C-H-E-D! So what u waiting for fuck off, and even if i don't, do u even think i gonna give u my number? hmmmptffff

And okies, i am sorry if i were the baddie okeis. blame me people, blame me. Trust you to say that. How frustrating it can be, but i just supress it and give u the sweetest smile i can ever give. Like as if u dunno me, u call me a bitch? its a sad case that u cant even differentiate between a dog and a human being.

And as much as i love you, you seriously makes me feel hurt. Like fucking shit, i so wanna breakdown and cry infront of u, but guess wad, i did not. I controlled and yup thanks mummy u help me alot by not doing anything. Kudos and *clap hand* to u.

Arghhhhhh... Okies... enough leen.

and to tell u the truth, i got nothing to blog in, ok, how about something random.

When i was in sec 1, me and azizah, used to buy a large fries each, and then ate it with all diff sauce that we can get at MacDonald; curry sauce, chilli sauce, mayonnaise, bbq sauce, sweet and sour, tomato sauce and got anymore not ar? Dun think so bah.

Yup yup... Next random is, i use to wet my bed. Hahahahax. and the lastest one when i was in sec two. Hahaahahahx. OMG! embarrasing, but come on, i have out grown it. Hahahhahx.

okeis lar, i typing crap, hahahahaha. okies lar, bye lar.

So, greetings to my readers, and first and foremost, good morning and lets all breathe in the air of thursday morning. Yippee.

And so, here i am blogging. Keeping update on my doings, for my dear readers out there. Oh well, by now i am sure, all of u know that I have a boring life indeed. Yup yup.

Ok and so, wad did i do today?

-Went out with tish at JP.
-Met boyffie and friend at JP.
-Went to my JOY house.

Hahahahaahx. And yup had a great day indeed. I am so loving it. The lil chef Faiz, cooked for me, curry instant noodle and Rezeki babi, taught me how to put on the sarong, and make it into "zorro" mask. WTF. Hahaahhax. And yup, went back home, and had my itunes play the songs in the playlist.

My itunes seems to understand my mood. When you're gone by avril lavinge, bleeding love by leona lewis, tattoo by Jordan sparks, songs like that keeps on playing, and yup its soothing to my ears due to the fact that, i miss boyffie alot. Yup yup.

And so, sitting on the concrete cold floor, while typing in my entry with my Acer aspire 5580 on the bed, missing my boyffie, thinking of solutions and worrying about things around, makes me realise that, i had reached a certain point in life where, i have to be responsible of my own actions.

For example, an incident at esplanade, where i so wanna "pump" the girl face, and i was at the verge of doing that, then i realise that, she was just a "YP" and yup, its so immature of me to do that.

Next, when someone actually throw the tantrums and yell at me, i did not react harshly back at them, but instead, i take it, and forget about it, then i will try to comfort them. Yup, i have my reasons for doing that, and its because, the person throwing tantrums is sure to feel vexed, or perharps anger and emotions is all pissed and stuff, so why add more fire to fire, when u can add water? Yup.

And yesh, alot more examples and i guess i shall not continue... :)

At the back of my mind, I am like wondering how can i not talk to my parents without losing my cool. I mean, i can endure and stand hardship from other's word but seriously not with my parents. I just gave up and take their words and swallow it down, and once i am alone in my room, my heart wrecks. Yup. Oh well, thats something that i have to learn to endure.

Well, i guess this entry is dedicated to myself, my inner self. Yup.

And till here, i dunno why, but something makes me wanna cry, and funny isn't it, i kept my sorrow, my anger, compiling everything up and let it go when there is no longer space to hold them up.

I guess the day is today, and so. Goodnight my readers.

PS: Alfirdaus i miss u and i am thinking of u.

And holla. Just woken up, and here i am blogging away before i go and take my shower to meet up with my pretty bitch at jurong point to have our lunch together. And guess what, I am able to meet my sweetie pie too. FYI, IMY alot alot alot!

Hehehehehx. Okies. And so i played pool at century yesterday and guess what, i lost at all the match i have. And seriously I SUCKED! I need my baby to train me. Hahahhax.

And and and, its been a long time since i met, Syahril, Syasya, and Fir so yesh, yesterday pool session was like a get together sort of stuff.

Pics taken and yup check this out.

And and and, lepaking session just like the old times, hehehe and Syam apologise for the dirtied jeans. Muaahahahaahahhax.

And Paramore rawks!!!

PS: Dharma merepek ehk... Hahahahx

Okies I owe two pretty dearies an entry...

And so, let me dedicate this entry to both Humairah and Rosmariani :)

Ok who are they? My bestie in primary school. Wow primary ehk. Kecoh kepe. Hahahahx.

Both currently schooling at Republic Polytechnic and both also been living in Bukit Batok since 98765435678o97543 years. hahahax. Ok exaggerating. I can be a drama queen sometimes.

And okies moving on, I love them both lar.

I am just an average girl
With an average looks
I cannot make guys turn to look at me twice
I may not be the sweetiest and pretiest girl ever
I may not be fun and do stuff that can pleases u

But i am sure that, i can give u my love care and concern more then any other beautiful girl...

:)