OMG! High school musical never fails to put a smile on my face. I had watch the movie like 99876543234576789 times and I am not even sick and tired of it. Hehehex. I am suprisingly shocked that I am still childish. Hahahahx. Yeah. I am.

Hehehex. and so counting down to watch Barney on the 6th of June at 7.30p.m with Abrisham. Heheheheex.

And and and all the best for Statistic test tomorrow okeis people.

:)

Labels: Childish

1. Who are you chatting with now?
~ My cousin, Boinad
2. What you want the most now?
~ LOts of money?
3. What's going to happen tomorrow?
~ Hmmm school till 5?
4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
~ Kinda, sometimes. hehehhx. :P
5. When do you wish to die?
~ Hmmmmmm, after I manage to turn over a new leaf and prepare for death?
6.What's your fetish?
~ My boyffie. Hell yeah. OMG! Such a turn on. Hahahha.
7. What impossible things you would wish to do?
~ Hmmmmmm... Impossible? Be a millionaire this instant?
8. Do you believe in eternal love?
~ I think so.
9.Have you broke someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
~ hahahah... nah... instead its the other way round. hahaahha
10. What if your crush asked you out?
~ Hmmmmm. Nothing lor. Tell my boyffie. Hahahax.
11. Describe your other half.
~ Other half? Huh?
12. What feeling you hate the most?
~ not being trust.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
~ Yup yup. Of course, member siol.
14. What're ya lookin' forward to in the coming weeks?
~ Hmmmm. Sex with my boyffie? hahaahhax. NO lar... Holidays. Hell yeah.
15. The most important thing in your life.
~ Love and Hapiness.
16. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
~ ALFIRDAUS! its a must.
17. Do you find life meaningless?
~ Sometimes, when I am bored.
18. What have you been searching for all this while?
~ My purpose in life?
19. List one thing that you're scared of.
~ ZOMBIE! eeeee.
20. What's your greatest wish?
~Success in life and happily ever after with my baby boy
21. Are you hungry?
~ Yesh, but I am trying to convince myself that I am not cause I wanna lose weight. hahaha.

Ok bye!

Okies, back for a post. I am bored. Like hell yeah, bored to tears. I said "Tiesto" is loved, remember i type it in my previous post?

Well, let me just post some of his creation.













And all I need now is lasers,light sticks, party people, and vodka.

OMG OMG!

Tiesto is loved. Like hell yeah. Okies random, I know i know...

Heheehx. And so so so, It's a monday. Exam week ya'll. Wah, stress siah. Haiyoh.

And so, met Juli and god damn it, the baby fucking cute. I wish I had one my own. Like seriously, it felt so good. I dunno how to explain but its so cute. Hehex. No pics taken so yup yup. Sorry peeps.

Moving on, I am bored. Like hell yeah I do. Maybe I should do some work out. I dunno. Hmmmm. Okeis.

Ok basically I am confused. Haahahx. Ok bye!

Okies that was taken at Sentosa. Me,yvonne and Kim. Oh-My-Gay, look at my fats. Like shit. I am working on it. Have not been eating at unappropriate timing and I did some workout at least thrice per week. Back to my topic so yup yup, we had fun. :) and we shall do it again soon.

Moving on.

My weekends so far so good i guess. Went for "Jemputan" after like only god knows how long. And spending time with my baby boy is such a bliss. Yup yup. Barney tickets finally here and woo hoo, shows on 6th of June at 7.30pm, and poor baby boy, he have to tag along. heheehx.

And and and, Yesh I am obsessed with my boyffie. :)
PS:Yvonne, stay strong aite, :)

Labels: Yuppidy, yuppidy doo

Pre-sentosa-outing post. Time check I dunno. hahaahx. And so, listening to some tracks before I eventually got myself ready. Heheehx. So who takes part in this outing, Kim, Yvonne and me. :)

And and and, been days since I met my baby boy. Missing him trucky loads.

baby boy is done with tonsils infection. Haiyoyoyoyo. My dear Fathul I know you are going to read my blog so what do you suggest? Any ways to get it cure as soon as possible future missy?

Okies gotta go now. Bub byes.

OMG! I am so ugly fugly. I am reducing to one serving of carbs per day and fighting the temptation of junkies plus I am trying to work it all my fats out. OMG! Why WHY WHY can't I have skinny genes. I have yet to stop my late night treats and I am tryign my very best to resist it. Damn.

And so, guess what. I am going for Barney lets Imagine Live! heeheh. Hey I am too old for that okeis. And and and, its fun fun fun. I love it.

Labels: Fuck Ugly bitch

And so, congrats to Farrell for having the courage to own up that he is in love with fitri. Woooo hooo.

Guess what peeps, I deleted my friendster. Its so dead. So boring. So, I am keeping my space for tickets and whosgoing.sg for free events tickets. Yup yup. But maybe i will be giving comments using my boyffie accounts.

Hmmmmmm. And and and, please stop saying that i have change. Indeed yesh i have change. Its been a real journey for me. It will be a lie if i say that I don't miss the activities I use to do. Seriously I do miss all of them, but i come to a point of life, that I began to realise that I have much more important treasures in life that I can put my attention too. My priorities change, but gang, you guys are still at the top place and I am sure you all know it right.

Moving on, I MISS MY ALFIRDAUS BIN ALI. Poor baby, gotta loads to do. And I am the luckiest girl to ever get him.

:)

Labels: Saya cinta kamu

I guess today was so out of random.

It all started.

When Kim,me,Wan,and Jannah met for lunch at Mac.

Kim: Boring ar, takde boyfriend, no life seh.

Jannah: No life, i love your life, aku yang takde life, 24h tengok muke matair aku, kuar ngan gfs pun, die nak sibok sibok, call sini, call sane.

Kim: Pasal matair kau mcm siak. Leen, must be enjoying ehk. Hari hari confirm leh (sensored).

Leen: Otak kau, love is not always about (sensored). Ok. Love is about love, tender loving care.

Jannah: Hahahhx. Chey bah, mcm paham. But obviously thats the best part kan.

Wan: Abis tu asl aku nak mintak nombor je, nak kenal kenal, chicks tu da attach.

Hahahaahx. Out of random siah Wan. Hahaahahx. Sungguh tak pasti seh his conversation. Hhahahax. Next tyme hear us out, before saying things out okeis. Hahaahahx.

Labels: out of random

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

:)

Labels: Hurt

Labels: The purrrfect present :)

Holla! And so so so, I know i know i know, have not been blogging in for such long time,but don't blame me, blame trojan for infecting my lil baby. Heheehx. Like seriously, my IE loads freaking slowly, and its so fucking irritating. Haix.

Okies, and now, I'm at my boyffie crib, blogging away while my baby boy indulge himself with his second girlfriend(PSP) playing his Rocky Bolboa. Heheehx. Spending quality-bonding-bonding-intimate-and-loving-loving time with my one and only sweetheart on a Saturday after a very long week, was the best of the best. He was kinda playful today. Heheehx. We had water fight in the toilet. Spraying cold water on each other, it was oh-so-hilarious. Hahahahx. And we discussed on nipples being the psp buttons. Hahahahx.

heheehx.

I am fetish about my hot baby boy. Heheehehx. Like hell yeah. He makes me go high and all excited up. Hehehe. I still get those butterflies in my stomach whenever i am with him.

What more can I asked, his cute, with two dimples (awwww, melt melt), Hehehehx. He treat me right, fierce at times, but overall his nice, sweet, lovable, funny. He pampered me alot. Hahahahahx. Etc Etc Etc. He has this abs that obviously makes me grow crazy, biceps and triceps that can make me fall in his arms and the rest, I shall keep it to myself. Muaahahahahahahx. He has wonderful family, and somehow, I am delighted to have the opportunity to feel what its like to have a sister. heheeh. Even though we been together for short while, but i must say that indeed many things happen. Oh yesh and he is good in bed. hahahaahahx. And And And i love him alot alot alot alot. and with god will, we can endure and make it last.

And so, I was just thinking of how lucky i am. Like he has dated some hot girls, nicer, wiser, better than me. And yet, god make us happen.

Okies readers, love u all. Muacks.

Muacks.

Labels: Playful Daddy

Sometimes i wonder, who i am actually. I seems lost, I don't know what I want sometimes, I dunno if I am doing things that is gonna make me happy. I just seems so lost. Suprisingly, its hard for my tears to roll down cheecks. In times like this, I usually breakdown. But I don't I am just clueless how to act. Its hard sometimes. My mouth just don't seem to know how to convey this messages.

:((

Okeis, I am done with Biology, Pharmaco and and and Socio. Hahahha. And and and, oppsy, i skipped school today. Over empowered by glory of an afterglow. HAhahaahahx. Oh well.

"Quality" time with my baby was fun, exciting and wooo hooo. Hahahahax. I know u don't know. Hahahahahx. Bluesk! The first "soixante-neuf" i ever had, and the greatest i guess. Haahahahaha. And so so so my baby got me high on drugs. He is like the sweetest drug i ever had. Heheehx.

And and and. Oh yesh, gotta story to tell. I am sure for those who know me long enough, will know that I have been partying since the age of 15. I sneak into clubs, used fake id and have friends to sneak me in. And sometimes, i don't even get checked. I can get pass through the bouncer but guess what, i can't pass through some movie ticket officer at some gv outlet. Freaking irritating seh. Hahahahx. So embarrasing. WTF right. Okeis, people like syahril tolong diam okeis. Da 18, no need to rub it in. :P

And now I miss miss miss my baby boy like alot alot. :(

Time flies. Yup yup. May! Its already May. A month and a half left. Wooo hooo. And soon, no more fake ids. Hahaahaahahx.

Oh yesh yesh yesh, reading back my previous post, makes me think, that indeed i have a grown. Like i say many things happen and surprisingly, i am strong enough to overcome all these challengers. Seems like yesterday, that i have to make new friends in Nanyang, sleeping in the movie theater while Fatin is watching Tatooist. Hahahaahx.

And and and talking about Fatin, i miss her alot alot. Fatin, lets go makan together lar kays. Hahahhx.

To think about it, i miss many things. I miss crying at on will and getting the attention. Hahahhaahx. I miss sneaking out of the house. I miss lying in order to spent the night out. I miss ton-ing at town. I miss sneaking in clubs, using fake ids(but too bad daddy got to know about it) Hahaahahahax. I miss drinking with Seri and taking crazy taxi rides on the way home. I miss hanging out at Play with my lesbians friends and fashion bar with my oh-so-high-class gay friends. I miss disturbing my friends. I miss walking aimlessly at town. I miss sotong, babi and azizah. Summarising things up, i miss many many things. But the one i miss the most, is someone by the name of Alfirdaus Bin Ali. Yup, I miss him like truckyloads.

And so so so, a month more, and my soon-to-be interior design cuzzie is turning 18. Woo hooo. Legal seh. Hahahahx. But must wait for me okeis cuzzie, another 6 months. Hahhhahx. Pathetic siah. Hahahha.

Okies, i guess, till here my crappies for today. And and and i love u all :)

Haluu, and so it marks the end of the public holiday. School tomorrow yup yup, gotta chiong for the ica presentation. Oh well. So how did i spent my public holiday?

Spent quality time with my baby boy. Yup yup. Nothing beats then spending time with your spouse. Yup yup, had "bonding bonding" time with my one and only sayang, "ALFIRDAUS" and and and after so long, we had the long ones. Hahahax. I know, u don't know, what i am talking about. Hahahaahx.

Okies til here then aite people.

:)