Okies, this is one of the days that i feel that, everyone is mad at me, and i am just a pathethic fool with no stand in life, with no power to even voice out my thoughts.

Seriously, sometimes, people have to get off my back, even a centimeter away would be good. Like shit, seriously, i must say i am handling my pressure well, keeping a smile on my face pretending that i am ok when the truth is i am shitty inside, swallowing up my dignity, listening to your fucking crap cause its from experience, fucking shit, i have to learn bout those fucking details you fucking morons. If you are so knowledgeable, then why not be the lecturer in my school and teach the whole population stuff that are not even scientifically right. Its fucking irritating, yesh, i have my own stand and i am sticking to it, till proven that its wrong. I control my own shitty life, not you!

OMG! I so wanna throw my temper, but i just can't. I kept shit in me, so yeah, I just don't know how to throw it away. Its like one of the things that "NO" one can understand, I repeat NO ONE! So stop saying that you understand cause you don't. Wanna know who is the understanding one? ITS ME! It has been me all this while, and as bold as I am saying this about myself, I have facts and examples to support my saying. THINK BACK people! Just think back, what i have done, its not like i am not doing it sincerely, but ouch, you fucking hell hurt my feelings. I may not have done, big big sacrifices but i am fucking sure that if u accuulate all the small doings, it would be more than your "BIG" sacrifices. Shit, get a life people, be thankful and no point doing, if u gonna rack it up and make the other party feel bad about it in the future.

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Well said, at least this helps. I gotta continue studying my respiratory system, till then.

BYE!