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* Greetings earthlings. Welcome to my little space in the cyber world; Leen-ed.blogspot.com. This is where I rant this is where i bitch, this is where many things were let loose. Hate the content, then by all means, leave. =) ***	Info norhazLEEN 13DECEMBER1990 nypNURSINGshs ClickhereforMULTIPLY Facebook is available upon request =)	Articulate	Archives August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011	Monday, June 30, 20089:43 PM Fragile "Romantic relationship is very fragile now" quoted by some chinese drama" :'( Love u... bop to the top 4:07 PM Food paradise And so, I have two hours to spare. Well lets take this time, to unwind, and think. To tell you the truth, I am quite a "think-er." hahahaahx. I know, I know, you asses, Leen, like seriously Leen a thinker? Hahahahax. Doubt doubt. But indeed I am a thinker. I like to think, of my past, present and future, mesmerizing in good thoughts and fearing that the bad, will either repeat itself or going to happen sooner or later. Oh well, I had an ugly boo boo on my knee. And omg, when the wound colides with water, the pain was like oh-my-lord-sakit-per. Hahahhax. WTH. Hahah. I know. Hahahax. So basically I am beginning to type in crapness that I can think of. Hehehex. Okies, lets talk about food. Yesh food. I know i know, getting yourself expanding yourself horizontally is as easy as ABC but the hard part comes when you wanna shed those extra pounds. I know I may seems larger then before, but guess what, my weight had dropped. Not alot, but its about one or two, and hey, at least there's improvement. Okies, back to my main topic, food, I have sudden craving for ayam penyet at lucky plaza. heheeh. And and and oh yesh yesh yesh, chicken rice set. YUMMILICIOUS!! I like. Hehehex. Food, great ambience, great partner or perharps company, all these elements can intially make up a good experience to enjoy food. And so, hints hints, to my darls, babies, dearest, and you-should-know-yourselves. Okies lets start, click on the "stops" for the webby. Hehehex. :)) First stop Ulu-ulu safari restaurant Located: Night Safari A whole new theme for a great dining experience. Pricing is expected to be expensive due to the catering for the tourists. Hmmm menu wise, i dunno, but i think its gonna be a fun place to makan. Hehehex. 2nd Stop Sky Dining Located: Starting point starts at Mount faber. I think this would be such a romantic idea. Nyeahahaha, even though my boyffie says the food sucks but I guess, its gonna worth the experience. well, u see I am a girl. So yup girl and romantic, go do the math. :)) 3rd Stop Hooters Located: Somewhere at clarke quay. Where shall i began, had dinner here once, to celebrate my 16th birthday. Food is super duper expensive but serving is damn huge. One serving can make 3 girls full. heehehx. 4th Stop New york new york Located: Hmmm quite a few outlet, even at lot 1 :)) Trendy and fun place, as per normal, food is expensive, but its all for the experience baby... (starting from here, no pics will be post, reason to lazy and i need to go to the ladies) 5th stop Fish and co Located: Many outlets :)) Love the food, its nice and reasonable. The best part, seafood are loved :)). Nice place to hang out and eat. So yup yup, three cheers for them. Okies lar... this five for now lar kays, actually, got alot more, but too bad, miss Leen is also labelled as Little Miss Lazy :P bop to the top Sunday, June 29, 200811:21 PM Love-ed 1,2,3,4, i love them all <33 bop to the top 2:43 AM Romantic experience Press this, press this :)) Hint hint... Hahahax And thank u babies, for spending time with me. <33 loves bop to the top Saturday, June 28, 20085:14 PM Loved ones :)) Definition of cuteness Definition of hotness Random post :)) And so, saturday, another tiring week have just gone by. Weekends finally here, and I am so loving it. Nothing beats than spending time with your loved ones, sharing quality time, laughing over something silly and the best part, getting all intimate with your other half. And thank you baby for making it happened. Everybody makes mistakes... Everybody has those days... (that's right) Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about... Everybody get's that way... Everybody makes mistakes Everybody has those days. Everybody knows what what I'm talkin' about... Everybody gets that way bop to the top Thursday, June 26, 20082:32 AM Hardest thing It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion when you start to cry I can't let you see what you mean to me When my hands are tied and my heart's not free We're not meant to be It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you Time passes by, it kept going strong. I never loved someone this much. bop to the top Monday, June 23, 20089:48 PM Revived Monday, its monday. First day of the week. Yup yup. I am really glad and relieved that, I am able to get through this whole week, and not to mention, my energy, seems to be revived once again, even though, i had a tiring day today. Where should I begin? Not too sure either, but it has been a long week, and somewhere along the journey, I really felt so drained out that I thought, I would just fall and die. But thank goodness, with god will, i am able to regain myself. Alhamdulilah. One human mistake is another human test from god. Patience, endurance and most importantly leave it to fate and destiny. Well, everything is about to resolved, and whats done is done, lets just look ahead and work for the better in the future. And so, I know, I owe alot of happenings, but why not we let the picture do the talking okies... :)) And so it continues... I am still loving u, my dear... :)) bop to the top Wednesday, June 18, 20085:57 PM Memories Here i am sitting in the national library, all alone, listening to graduation and chatting with Mel, like finally. Well, at last, the unfinished has finally been clarified, and I guess, we somehow figure out what went wrong after his funeral a year and a half ago. Its really a long chat for us, remembering happy times with him, crying over his death and the connection like what Mel said, chemistry between me and him. I know, whatever been buried is not nice for us, to talk about it, but somehow, we have to make it clear, cause the truth is, we still love each other but somehow, things were never meant to be after the funeral. Instead of getting much more closer, me and her totally shut off and soon enough, ties were broken. Your brother is someone sweet. He is always there for me. I still remember clearly that, I was breaking down and I just need time alone. Despite his busy scheduel, he eventually came to look for me at ECP. He didn't say a word when he met me. Knowing my character, all he did was look me in the eyes and gave me a warm hug, and without any minute, everything just pour out in a long cry. As a fifteen year old, I was just naive, never to take things seriously, and never knew the meaning of appreaciation. I had my time with him even if its only for a year. I am still greatful to have such a friend like him, that takes good care of me. Mel, everyone loves him. He had been such a good person, god loves him more. And I guess, he wants us to regain back our friendship. I love u so much :)) bop to the top 1:21 AM Surprised baby My dear babies... Its time for suprise!!! Since, we are dispersed from one another, exceptional for Rez and Zizah. I have made up my mind, and let us have a memorable night together, not to celebrate anyone birthday, but instead to celebrate our friendship. So yup yup. Just send in the dates that the three of u going to be free and I will make the arrangements. Attendances is strictly compulsary okeis... Toodles. :)) bop to the top Tuesday, June 17, 20089:43 PM Bastard OKIES! Random, but i guess, everyone, except people like Fitri and the woman from DIA should stop and think back. Do u really do enough for someone, if u think u did, think back, have u ever consider the person feelings, acknowledge their sacrifices, even for little little things such as making a phone call to make sure they are safe? having to stay all night for some reasons that benefits u? Late for school just to satisfy your needs? Are u sure that u actually know what is the person needs? For once, just think back. Stop all those selfishness and ego, and think for them not for yourself. yesh, you may have make sarifices, spent thousands and thousands for them, love and protect them, shelter and food, but consider their feelings, hear what they wanna say, read between the lines? And don't give nonsense like i have done alot and this is what you return? Yesh, it is alot, but is it towards the wants or the needs? Dun forget that girls are girls. U may grew 10 boys, but there is a major difference. And guess what, girls are not the same. So whatever style that works for the girl can never be the same for the other. Need me to buy parenting book for u? You always thought u were right, think back. Girls are fragile especially when it comes to their emotions, so yeah, be xtra xtra careful, extra xtra time. And the most essential things in girl life is always the emotions. So take care of it. :)) Labels: Bastard bop to the top 12:56 PM 200th Post Today marks the 200th post. Nyehahaaax. And so so so, takes me around 11 months to reach 200 posting. Oh well. No biggie actually. Hahhax. Only god knows, how many times i change my blog url, deleting and creating new accounts. Oh well well well. Moving on, well, I am being sentimental this few days. Like for no obvious reason. Hmmmm... Sometimes, I still feel like I am trapped in my own world. I am having emotions dysfunction. I changed! yesh I admit I do. And this time round, i think its for the worse. Its like, I kinda exaggerate, or just keep mum on the way i should react. Oh well. Moving on, I know peeps, have not been blogging since like forever. Ok exaggeration, there u go again. Hahahax. Kinda busy this few days, packed with activities. Heheh. But still holiday is a dread. B-O-R-I-N-G! Out with Lily, sleep over with my boyfriend sis, spent quality time with my baby boy and basically, hanging out were superb. Hehehe. okies, let the picture do the talking okeis babies. hahaahx... Oh yesh, Happy birthday nirahhh !! Liliyana and Me :)) and ooo...he makes me melt..I was seriously hopping that somehow, I was there beside him when this video call were made, so that he can hug me, and i can feel those heat and sweat coming out from his body... Ohhh so warm and wet... And ALFI loves me :)) And I love ALFI too :)) Last piece of information, I created a new friendster account. Hehehe. Click here and add me in my new friendster account. Heheeh, siap skali ngan promoting. Hahaahx. Labels: 200 post bop to the top Wednesday, June 11, 20082:43 PM Remedy Somehow i have found a remedy for me to unwind and laugh my ass off. Wonder what it is? Now sit tight and keep on reading yaw. I was blog hopping last night. And i came across these gentleman blog, the way he blog is total crapness and he is so full of shit that after u read a line, i am practically sure that your comment will be " MEREPEK pe dekni, hahahhhax." I am serious, I so wanna type down his url, but I can't, cause maybe the blog owner will not like the idea of having me publishing his blog. Oh well. But if any of u readers wanna have the link, then u can ask from me in MSN okies. Okies dockies. I guess, i gotta bounce now. Bub byes. PS: Smile, cause u deserve it. So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don't listen to me 'Cos you say you see straight through me, don't you? on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say… Don't you shiver Shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you So you know how much I need you But you never even see me, do you? And is this my final chance of getting you And on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care Oh… Did you want me to change? Well I'd change for good And I want you to know that you'll always get your way I wanted to say… Don't you shiver Don't you shiver Sing it loud and clear I'll always be waiting for you Yeah I'll always be waiting for you Yeah I'll always be waiting for you Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you I will always be waiting… And it's you I see but you don't see me And it's you I hear so loud and so clear I sing it loud and clear And I'll always be waiting for you So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention And you know how much I need you But you never even see me Labels: Found it bop to the top Tuesday, June 10, 20086:14 PM Carefree I have this thing in my body that either makes my monthly bff stops, slower the flow, and sometimes, can't even bother to come if I am under whole lot of stres, pressured or plain sad. Okies I know, I know, from what I am about to type, it shows that I am some frickle minded freak. Yesh indeed I am but, one have to be sure of its feelings, with or without explanation, change of situation and many others factors too. Contemplating on the situation and explanation made, I came to a conclusion, that I have not been using my brain, for no obvious reason. Things happened so fast, and somehow, maybe due to my recklessness, it leads to a negative thinking that got myself so paranoid and thus insecurity begins. Lesson learnt, no point holding on, without communication, and trust. :) And so, Miss "Red" is back on track. Flowing as per normal, and infact I am glad, that she is back, creating one big hassle of checking my butt for any stains. Hehehx. Welcome back crampies and Miss "Red." Heheex. And and and, special message to someone: Been there, done that. So don't try to act all nice and give me the "I-am-doing-this-because-i-have-too" smile. Yesh, its my fault, but i hate pretenders okeis. If u hate me so be it. Don't try to lick my ass bugger. :)) Oh yesh, sorry for the un-replied text message. My hp currently down, so yup yup, try to contact me at the other number okeis. Muacks. ;P I miss baby boy. Like I seriously miss him. Maybe, due to the fact that, he is the one i ever love so much, and I am really afraid to lose him. Oh well. I can't help it. I MISS HIM! Labels: Carefree bop to the top Monday, June 9, 20088:26 PM Insecurity. I know i know, i am complacent at times. But indeed, yesh I am. Contradicting myself, oh well oh well. Just my insecurity. Nothing serious, maybe not for now. Sorry for the overprotectiveness, cause this is no ordinary love :)) Moving on, remember about those pictures I promise? Here it is. So yup, i am glad that both me and rif, had an enjoyable day. And pardon my ugly face. :)) Yup yup, so thats all folks. Toodles. Labels: Not in place bop to the top Sunday, June 8, 20083:59 PM Okies, Sunday. Yup yup. Its Sunday. Hehehehx. And today marks the Start of my two weeks holiday. But oh well, oh well, projects and more projects, plus i need to have an early start for my sem 1 exam. Mcm Paham. Hahahaahx. And and and. I love the wonders of webcam. Hehehx. So each time I never meet baby boy, we can meet up online, and I will be able to look at his face. Heheehx. And and and, I so badly miss him. :) Moving on, I went to watch barney last friday and seriously, it was fabulous. Loving every single minute. I knew every single song and not forgetting, I sing along with them. It was so embarrasing, but who cares. I am glad that Rif enjoyed himself and its really fun to go out with him. We cam whore, had desserts and best of all, enjoyed ourselves during the show. Hehehex. Pictures will be up soon, alritey! and and and, I love the song like truckloads. Muacks! :) Labels: Barney barney barney bop to the top