I have this thing in my body that either makes my monthly bff stops, slower the flow, and sometimes, can't even bother to come if I am under whole lot of stres, pressured or plain sad.

Okies I know, I know, from what I am about to type, it shows that I am some frickle minded freak. Yesh indeed I am but, one have to be sure of its feelings, with or without explanation, change of situation and many others factors too. Contemplating on the situation and explanation made, I came to a conclusion, that I have not been using my brain, for no obvious reason. Things happened so fast, and somehow, maybe due to my recklessness, it leads to a negative thinking that got myself so paranoid and thus insecurity begins.

Lesson learnt, no point holding on, without communication, and trust. :)

And so, Miss "Red" is back on track. Flowing as per normal, and infact I am glad, that she is back, creating one big hassle of checking my butt for any stains. Hehehx. Welcome back crampies and Miss "Red."

Heheex.

And and and, special message to someone:

Been there, done that. So don't try to act all nice and give me the "I-am-doing-this-because-i-have-too" smile.

Yesh, its my fault, but i hate pretenders okeis. If u hate me so be it. Don't try to lick my ass bugger.

:))

Oh yesh, sorry for the un-replied text message. My hp currently down, so yup yup, try to contact me at the other number okeis.

Muacks. ;P

I miss baby boy. Like I seriously miss him. Maybe, due to the fact that, he is the one i ever love so much, and I am really afraid to lose him. Oh well. I can't help it. I MISS HIM!