Okies, and so today marks our 5th month together. Hmmm Okeis, seems short, but only god knows, what we have gone through, from happy, to sad, to anger, to pleasuring, to afraid and just plain fun. Yup yup.

And why is this 5th month extra special? Cause we have gone through alot alot alot last month. Alot alot alot of patience, obstacle and many factors have been put at stacked.
Alhamdulilah, that we manage to hold on and even at times when i wanted to give up, the love that I had for him, makes me strong and determined that giving up is not the way out.

:))

Wow, how time flies, seems like yesterday, that, Firdaus volunteered himself to fetch me from Pasir Ris, to my school in Yio Chu Kang and send me safe and sound back home. And in my head was like " Siak ar, baik pe dekni, jauh siol" Nyehahahahx.

Hahhax. And I remembered saying the stupidest thing on earth that night.

"U, kita kat malaysia ehk?"
Hahahax, and guess where we were when I said that. We were at Jalan kayu. Hahahax. Kentals. Hahahax. Hahahax. Super random ehk leen. Hahahhax.

Oh my gay, this guy here, really got me hooked. When I first know him, I swear there wasn't the slightest intention of wanting to "tackle" or even, taking our friendship to the next level. Hahahax. Oh well, I am just grateful that it happens.

With god will we wil make it work okeis baby.
I really love u baby
Don't ever give up on me okeis sweetie
Cause you mean world to me
You really do
Many experiences I had with you and i can't think of anyone else to experience it with
I never regretted our relationship and even when harsh words exchange,my love for u remains the same, ehk wait, my love for u never the same...
It keeps on growing each day.

Well, decision finalise, I wanna marry him.

So baby, simpan duit cepat cepat okies.

heehehx.

:))