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Monday, August 4, 200812:22 AM
baby boy  This entry is so mushy mushy that I think most of u will be disgusted but who cares hate it then leave okies... Seriously, pass few days had been emotional for me. I cried at least once everyday, and reason why? no paricular reason. Hmmmmmmm. And to tell u the truth, I am actually crying right now, and reason why? Baby boi... Yesh all because of him... No, he is not misbehaving himself. My baby boy has been a goodie goodie this pass few days. Die tk noti noti at all. And and and, I am very happy about that. And so what makes me weep? Looking at him studying through the webcam, I begin to think to myself. The decision, that I had make pass few months. I realise that, i had never love someone this much before. Yesh i know, it may seems contradicting. But despite all the heartbreaks and tears and anger,jealousy and wanting to leave, the urge to flirt around, and all other nonsense, at the end of the day, its him who has been there, its him who has been giving me kisses on my forehead, hugs when i needed them, its him that had his tears roll down his cheek for me, its him that have been worrying for me,its him that has been cracking out his brain to solve my problems, its him that sacrifices his lazy days just to fetch me home and spent the day out with me. I know, I brag alot, not doing anything as sign of appreciation for him, but the truth is i really appreciated the things that he did for me, even those lil things like giving me a kiss on the forehead or feeding me whatever he is eating. Iam thankful enough for that. He might not have the perfect boyfriend quality, but hey no one is perfect and i sincerely accepted him as he is. I myself not a perfect girlfriend for him. I do have my unpredictable swings and so the tak perlu blurness, but if you love somebody, accept the way it is, and try to change the flaws slowly. Okies i know, this post is filled with words on my relationhip with baby boy, but who cares. I just can't help it that I am so madly in love with my baby boy, like hell yeah, i do love him. I love him bits and pieces. Baby boy, if ur reading this, i trusted you, and i know u meant your words and baby love, i love u and i never lied about it before. baby, lets spent quality time together, i want to be cuddle up with u and be in your arms... |
