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Okies, gosh, its damn demoralising. Like so so so damn demoralising.
Test is due next week and the following week. And my brain is wrecking. Stuffing my head with facts on the bacteriology as well as rationale to the actions that were performed on the patients. Like that would be sufficient enough to pull me down. Another pressurising element is the thoughts of me not passing the big test.
F-U-C-K! I screwed my planned life.
But somehow me being me, minority of my conscience actually have thoughts that i would be able to make it through.
Oh well. I need to get away from my education, well at least in my head for now.
My mind starts to wonder.
Thoughts of the day that I have been looking forward since like forever, lingers in my mind. Hmmmm... But somehow, this leads me to such great disappointment. Past year the "clan" avidly planned my big day. Yup u hear me right friends, let me just emphasize the word "AVID" with an exclamation mark. I am not mentioning names, cause somehow, i still can feel the hate u had upon me, and like what other girls did, i am damn right sure, u still tracks me down, reading every single fucking lines in my space and laughing your ass off in times that I fall. Well, don't deny it ok sweetie.
Hmmm. Well the day is coming nearer less than a month to go, but frankly there is no plan at all. Somehow, I am not looking forward to it anymore. Congratulations sweetheart, u make me hope too much on that day, and when things go wrong, u psycho others, making every single member of the "clan" to leave me. And now, here I am hoping that u people who introduced the world of "clubbing" making a big plan for me. HAhahx. Yeah stupid me.
