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* Greetings earthlings. Welcome to my little space in the cyber world; Leen-ed.blogspot.com. This is where I rant this is where i bitch, this is where many things were let loose. Hate the content, then by all means, leave. =) ***	Info norhazLEEN 13DECEMBER1990 nypNURSINGshs ClickhereforMULTIPLY Facebook is available upon request =)	Articulate	Archives August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011	Monday, March 2, 20098:44 PM Safari Hello friends. Sorry for the lack of update. Pretty pretty busy. At times, i don't even have time for myself. Anyways, 2 more weeks till the end of vacation attachment. Counting down, 25 days more till, my vacation. Hehex. Anyways, many things to blog about, but so little time. Haix. Okies, let get down to business. I delivered my first baby. Yup i did. Not me who gave birth but together with the staff nurse, we assist a mother-to-be in delivering her first baby. And i must say that, bringging a new life to the world, is a very special process. Pregnancy is the most wonderful experience ever. Even though at times, it is such a hassle, but i personally feel that pregnancy should be something that every girl should enjoy. Moving on, Night safari! Yesh, i went to Night Safari last saturday, together with Kakak and Isyam. Hehex. And I had such great fun, and totally loving it. three cheers for that... Even with the rain, the trip is so so so loved. Sadly, no pictures could be taken because I didn't know how to configure my DG cam to the night mode. oh well. And and and, guess what. Yesterday, 1 march 09 was supposingly our first anniversary. Yesh, me and Alfi, is a year older Hehex. And the plan is to eventually get married when the next leap year is due. Insyallah. Wow, a year. haahax. Time do flies very very fast. With good and bad times together, we have make it through. I must say that, our relationship is not a smooth sailing. We have gone through series of obstacles, and with determination, forgiveness, faith, trust and G.A.T (give and take) it really makes the whole journey easy. It is hard for me and him obviously. Considering our age gap, him being older and me still having the immature thinking. Our own egos to put up with; the nature of men ego and the ego of a teenager. And conflict to our past. Well at least for me, I am not sure about him. Like I mention before, it is a whole new experience for me. I never love and be loved by someone like him before. I didn't know how to react at times, but with time, i guess i adapt well. The past have spoilt me, lust and luxury is mistaken for love. Gifts and orders come too easily for me. Self-dependency is no longer in my dictionary. I was blinded enough with princess treatment, that i was too blind to even notice that he wasn't faithful, and get my heart shattered. The ex plays it well. Alfi, taught me a new meaning to love. With nothing, he makes me love him like nobody business, he makes me think of him, and he makes me yearn for him. He brought me back into reality. Being with him makes me gain back my independency And somehow, i am much vocal now. I no longer say yesh to everything and i am much wise in choosing the decision that will benefit me the most. Oh well, its too early to tell, but i believe that what i am going through with him is what I will call love. =) Good day everyone. bop to the top