Welcome back monday.
shift going to start in hours time.
Oh well, 5 days left.
Boo hoo.
Like i mention before, i kinda like my posting.
Even if its a medical posting which i super duper dislike.
I really hope that I pass this posting

Anyways, weekend wasn't that bad afterall
Spending time with Alfi was the bomb
And did i mention that I love him to death?
Hehehex.

Well, its a stressful period
With deadlines to meet
theories to remember
pratical to be perfected
and I am pretty sure fights gonna break out unreasonably
moods gonna swing
and crankiness will not make things easier
We will make it through okies

And, this is where that many obstacle will be post on us
If i cant handle this, then i just might leave you
reason why?
we are not even married and i can't handle obstacle like this?
such a loser I am
But no worries baby
I shall persevered
and we will make it big together okeis

Someone told me that I was strong,
And all i did was smile,
but deep down inside, i felt my world crumbling down
Many times, i would want to fall but I would always ask a question to myself.
Thats when i realise that, I have to bear things on my own.
I can't push it all to other people.
And that is what people call 'responsibilities'

No matter how tired, how drain out, how deep the shit you are in, you still have to settle it up. And bragging is a no no for me. Cause I know when I brag, i would end up hurting people feelings and the main issue will still be unsetttled.

I need my beauty sleep =)
Good nitey nite angle...

Well apologise, that, its been such long time since I last post an entry to my stagnant blog. Life has been like that, and it seems like certain things has gone beyond my limits, that I no longer feel a need to do something about it.

Things come and go, and being a human with feelings, letting go is just hard.

At times, I found myself thinking about life.
The past, present and future.
Positive from the past to be reserved, negatives trying hard to be restrain to the present. Is present good enough for the future? And is the future, is what i really wanted in life?

Well, I am referring to life basically, jobs, education and of course relationships.

Its a complicated process.
Thats whats life is about.

Oh well, its best to stay on gut, be prepared for the worse, and always believe in fate. And lesson learnt by words of many, 'letting go may just be the right reason in the long run'

Once again dont get me wrong when I typed in the lesson learnt
It might not be what you might thing it is =)

enough of me blabbering.

I am being such good girl, I stayed home on a saturday night.
Its okay, I had a blast last saturday.

Another clubbing night with Farina and my beloved brother plus peeps was happening like fucked. It was the first for me to see my drunkard brother dancing on the dance floor and I swear it was so hilarious. Sorry no pixies were taken.

Moving on, A-T-T-A-C-H-M-E-N-T!
One more week to go =))
I am suprisingly enjoying my current posting, despite the fact that the Clinical instructor, is picking on me since I am like the only student nurse in the ward and I have to change almost 24 diapers per shift. Maybe its due to the fact that, I have realise that, I am actually doing good deeds for the people.

Featured songs from Katy Perry, suits my mood and my current activity.



Toodles earthlings

So yesh, hello fellow readers.
What can I say?
Halfway through the week.
Yessa.
And so, hows my going on so far?
pretty well i think...

Anyways, I guess highlight of this week is time spent with the clan,(Di, nyah, Kai)
Hehehx.
The clan fetched me from YCK after my class and off we go to Bottle tree park.
Hehehex.

And I swear the place was super romantic gitu.
Wanted to go on the swan paddling, but nah, i shall pass.
I would like to take it with love instead.
Sorry babies.

We had girls talk as soon as Kai leave, obviously, being the only straight guy there, he must have felt weird, if we were to have the talks infront of him...

Many things were unrevealed, and I swear it felt so good.
I think i needed that, to be heard, understand, and cry.
Heheheehx.

And i so love the fact that, I have un-straight friends.
Its like talking to a girl masked in a male body.
So so so much easier to converse, especially when it comes to topics that "guys woud shoot up their egos and get angry instead" kinda thing.
But thank you girls for the great meet-up.

Oh yesh, not forgetting another short meet up to the city with Raihan love.
And I swear it has been so long since I had an outing with her.
Heheeh, we had great laughs and a whole lot of exchanging of stories, with one another.

Pictures up at the multiply =))

Yoha! earthlings.
So schooling day tomorrow.
And last week of sch, before my juniors out to the clinical.
School is kinda hectic but i am getting the hang of it.
I shall make full use of this year.

Niwaes, I saw a fren the other day, and I swear her advise really makes me wonder.
Ever wonder if someone is the one, only to realise that he is not the one?

Well, this friend of mine, she a year older and I must say that, she has been through many things that I, myself isn't sure if I can handle it.

"Love is love,but marriage can't stand with love alone. Ever asked this question? Is he the one, that has been there for u, emotionally, spiritually and physically? The one will sacrifice his oneself, for your health and safety, not forgetting your children's? Is he the one that willing to share every single thing and not complain about it with you? Has he ever been sincere with you, and not even a single word from his mouth that will make u feel bad after it?

And of course she said something else, that i don't think is appropriate to post it.

Hmmmm. What can I say, advise from the experienced.
I felt kinda weird when she said those things to me, funny how it seems that, for someone used to be so immature and irresponsible has become someone so opposite.
But her advice caught me off guard, I mean, I am taking my relationship seriously, and of course, I want to make it happen, but I never ever asked myself this question before. I dunno. But whatever it is, it takes to hands to clap.

=))

Good day earthlings

Featured song is damn addictive...

I think its something that you will never understand
SOmething that I always wanted to point out
But due to all respect that I had for you
I shall keep it mum, for i didn't want u to feel bad about yourself
When intention is there, things will fall into place, even when majority of it is not siding you, the effort put in will always be seen.
Like i mention many times, i am happy when effort is there, even if things don't work out.
You can say this and that,but i come to a decision that I can never lean on you for everything and for someone who is very easy to please, Icouldn't even feel it, then i shall say that, not even a slight effort is put in.

No matter wad happens, with or without seperation, I will always want Alfi to come back to me. Not because I am dependent on him, but because the fact that, he has become part of my life. My life will still go on, but without him around, my life would have no meaning to it. And yesh, I do love him from the bottom of my heart.

first and foremost...
My baby hate this picture of his, Hahaahx.
But its the opposite for me.
I think this picture of his is cute.
Heheehehx.
And and and, I like it many many.

Well, expect very little posting from me okeis readers.
will be back after pay day.
I am going to get myself the mobile broadband from Starhub or perharps M1.
Not sure from which, but i definitely have to get it.

Moving on, Singapore flyers.
Yup yup, not like how i imagine it to be.
But yesh, I finally got on it.
Heheehex.

=)



Multiply for full album peeps

3 cheers
Bye earthlings

Yoha.
MONDAY!
Hehe.
Monday blues finally over and I swear, going to school is such a big pain in the ass... With the mass temperature taking twice per day. Gosh! Super Leceh nak mampos ar...

Aniwaes, Singapore Flyer tomorrow with Mr Love.

Hehehehex. I guess thats the thing that makes me look forward too.
Like seriously, hell yeah!

eversince the flyers is open, I have always wanted to take a ride in it
And finally my patience pays, after rejecting truckloads of invitations to take on the ride, Baby finally pop the question.

Heheehhex.

Moving on, powerhouse pictures has been uploaded to multiply.

=))

Yoha!
So yup, monday once again.
Lets welcome week 3 =)
Lets all pray that the week will go by smoothly.

Anyhooo, party with new found kaki gereks!
Hehehehex.
NR0813 do have hot chicks that party like a rockstar.
Hehehx.

And I swear I had such good time.

Nyehahahahax.

Lets conquer the platform again okeis!!!
heehehx.

full album will be uploaded by Kim =)



aniways lets talk about my baby!
Do all you readers know that I love him very the much?
Even at times when he makes my blood go up stair?
Hehehex.
He is addicted to the featured song, so yup, that shall be the song for this entry
=))
Smile people, take care dun take drug okeis.

The below article taken from my beloved cousin blogpage: Kak Nur

"Being a supportive partner is one of the quickest ways to strengthen your relationship and build mutual respect for each other. Not only do you want to be each other’s lover, you also want to be best friends and confidants. Follow the tips below to truly show your partner that you are on their team every day, through thick and thin, and that you cherish them for who they are and the life you are building together.

Get To Know Them Better
You're always changing, and so is your partner, so take the time to travel their journey with them. Be a sponge like when you first met your love, listening and taking in all they have to say. Let each new thing you learn about your partner add that much more definition and beauty to their ever growing portrait in your heart.

Encourage Their Personal Interests
You were both individuals who chose to join your lives, but it’s healthy for each of you to maintain your own interests, no matter how much fun you have together. Encourage your partner to rekindle friendships, spend time with their family members, stay involved in hobbies, and pursue their own goals, both small and large.

Take Care Of Them When They Are Tired, Hurt, or Sick
Everybody loves to be pampered when they aren’t feeling well. Support their recovery by going above and beyond what's necessary to comfort them. Simply knowing that they can count on you to be there for them in their time of need will elevate your relationship to a new level of love and stability.

Touch Them
One of the most intimate ways to bond with your partner is through physical contact. Every time you touch your partner in a loving or re-assuring way, it not only builds trust between you, it also communicates the love you feel for each other. While making love, kissing and holding hands are the most common ways of expressing your love through physical contact, there are other ways that could be equally rewarding. A fun exercise would be to create different messages based around touch. For example, if you touch them on their forearm in public it could mean, “I love you,’ or massaging the palm of their hand with your thumb could mean, “I want you.”

Create A Common Goal
Working on a project or goal in collaboration with your partner is not only exciting, but can be incredibly fulfilling. There aren’t many better ways to get to know your partner than working towards to a common goal with them. When doing this, make sure you listen to your partner’s point of view and treat them as an equal in the project. Make the effort to see your partner’s skills and strengths and watch your mutual respect for each other reach new heights.

Massage Their Ego
Show your partner that they are truly number one by taking every opportunity you can to boost their ego. Openly brag about their good qualities to your friends and family, while limiting your complaints as much as possible. If you do feel the need to criticize them, have a respectful conversation in private when the time is right.

Show Public Unity
Make every effort possible to avoid correcting them while in the company of others. Sometimes this means biting your tongue and respecting his methods when you don’t agree with them, but the payoff is worth it. Soon enough, you will get the same respect from him and your mutual support will bring you closer together.

Compromise When They Need You To
Compromise is character building because you have to put yourself in someone else’ shoes. Don’t be so competitive that you push your will on your partner just so that you win. If the issue or choice doesn’t matter to you as much as it matters to your partner, bend their way.

Make sure that you don’t take support to an unhealthy extreme and turn yourself into a doormat. If your man doesn’t recognize how supportive you are and return the effort, there are other issues at hand. The idea behind becoming the most supportive partner you can be is that both of you work to support each other, and in doing so, take your relationship to a new level of respect and understanding."

and the reason for this copy and paste is because, I find every single word true. And each elements type on the article makes complete sense.

Oh well.

Good day peeps